Love me like you do

Chapter 17 Gone

Laurens POV

After a while of being outside Camila finally walked back in by now i was sitting on the couch laying towards the left side of the couch while Ally layed to the right.

"What were you doing"

"Just talking"

"To who you love bird"

Normani says raising her eyebrows as Camila begins to blush.Why is she blushing?Is there really someone else out there shes seeing.Im starting to begin to think she is.And its killing me inside.

"Whtever" Camila says sitting between Ally and I

During the whole movie my mind couldnt shake off Camila and if she had a boyfriend.She seemed so careless as to us anymore.I felt so empty knowing she didnt hurt anymore.Was i being selfish wanting her to hurt ?afterall i was the one who hurt her and messed all of this up.But i just couldnt understand how she could get over us so damn quickly.So damn easily, like it was nothing.

After wtching so many movies we decided to go to sleep.Another night i have to sleep with Camila and not be able to hug and kiss her like i use to.

I showered and layed in bed beside Camila.She already had her eyes closed i guess she was really tired.I couldnt help but talk to her even if she couldnt hear me.I turned by body towards her back but didnt touch her.

"You know Camz i love you so damn much.The only reason why i even thought about Anth is because i was jelouse,I thought you were dating someone else but now you probably are.I was so stupid to do what i did.And th only solid reason why i went to Anth is because he reminded me so much of you.Thats the only reason.Really if i couldnt have you i wanted someone like you.Yet i needed you not someone like you.I quickly realised he didnt have a place in my heart like you ever will.Nobody will ever have a place in my heart like you do Camila.I just wish you knew that.I love you, even if you dont love me anymore and you have a boyfriend.Even though im in denial i hope im right and your not dating someone.Camila Cabello you are the only thing thats keeping me alive,yet your killing me at the same time.I just need you so bad.Goodnight Camzi i love you so much" i say kissing her cheek and turning my back to her knowing shes sound asleep.

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After many shows and fighting with myself to try and get Camila back we finally got a break.I decided i would finally make my move and try and gain Camila a different way.If she was with me because she already loved me then amma make her fall in love with me all over again.

"Hey Camz" i said sitting on the couch next to her

"Hi" she said while keeping her attention on her phone

"Uhm..Camila i know you just want to be friends and all but i just want to ask you to give me one-"

"Lauren look-"she said interrupting me

"No Camila please just one date thats all i ask for" i pleaded interrupting her this time

She looked into my eyes and looked down.

"Yeah ok i guess but it doesnt mean we are going to get back together"

"I know Camila and its ok"i said smiling like an idiot

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Camilas POV

"Hey,i think we need to carry the plan out fast"

"Ok but itll have to be in 3 days i have to be with James for a while" says the deeper voice

"Ok i just really need your help"