Camilas POV
"Camila..i miss this" i didnt know what to respond i felt mad at her, first she tells me she has feelings for Anth and now she misses me
"What about Anth"i say waiting for a response she takes a while to reply
"I made a mistake"
"A huge one Lauren and im sorry but i cant do this" i say slipping out of her grip
"Camz please"she says trying to grip my waist
"No Lauren im not going to play this game again,you cant just come an tell me you miss me after telling me you have feelings for Anth it just doesnt work like that"
"Im not playing any games Camila i swear"
"Lauren i think we're fine where we are at now lets not ruin this"i say feeling a knot getting created in my throAt.Because really i wanted her back.But i couldnt give in.Not yet.
"Im sorry" she says placing her hand gently on my waist
"Its ok...can we go to sleep now im really tired" I really was.I could fall asleep so easily with Lo but she didnt need to know that.
"Y-yeah" she says getting closer to me.
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For the first time i woke up before Lauren.I slowly turned my my body to face hers while staying in her grip.I missed being this close to her in so long.Her lips were puckered,i loved the way she slept.I wanted to kiss her right there and then but i resisted.I placed the palm of my hand on her cheek and admired her beauty.
"I love you"i whispered lowly as i kept wondering her face with my hand slowly
"I miss this so much too Lo,"i confessed knowing she couldnt hear me.
"I miss your touch,your smile, the way you stare into my eyes i miss it so damn much,but im too hurt to go back Lauren.I want you but i shouldnt have you."
"Ill always love you no matter what"i whispered finally kissing her cheek and removing myself from the bed.I went to the restroom,changed, and left to the other girls room.
"Hey Ccamila"Dinah said winking at me
"Whats wrong with your eye weirdo"
"Nothing" she said with a big smile on her face
"Whatever" i replied opening the fridge and preparing myself some cereal
"Howd you sleep Milalalala"
"I slept fine why are you acting like that"
"Isnt it obvious woman,you and Lo" she says raising her eyebrows and pointing her fingers at me playfully
"Ohhhh noo"
"Ohhh yesss"
"No im not with Lauren again and im not going to be with her any time soon"
"What why?"
"Because we are fine being friends"
"Friends dont look at each other the way you two look at each other,well the way Lo looks at you because you cant even look at her"
"Yeah i can"
"Nope you cant resist eye contact"she says with an ego
"I can watch me"
"I already have Mila i know you still love her cmon just give her another chance"
"I cant"
"Why not"
"She likes another boy"
"Girl you and i both know she loves you and only has eyes for you"
"Thats what i thought too"
"Mila-"she says deeply staring into my eyes
"Hi girls" Lauren interrupts walking into the room with a big smile fixing her hair
"Hi Lolo you seem well rested"Dinah exclaims
"I slept really well last night probably the best ive slept in a while"Lauren says gazing at me quickly
Dinah turns her attention to me and smiles with a cocky "i told you so"grin
"Howd you sleep?"Lauren asks
"I slept fine"Dinah says
"And you Camz"
"Yeah Mila howd you sleep"Dinah adds
"Uhm- i,me?"
"Yeah you silly head"Lauren says sitting next to me pouring milk into her cereal while glaring at me with her powerful green eyes
"Oh-uhm i slept fine"i say semi choking on my cereal
"Are you ok?"she asks placing her hand on my back
"Yeah im fine thanks" i reply recieving another grin from Dinah
Laurens POV
I woke up in the bed alone.But she talked to me i heard her mur mur a couple of things before leaving.She kissed my cheek after caressing it like she always use to.I couldnt be any happier i just wish i knew what she had told me.
We didnt end up doing the show today the rain was too heavy.The girls decided we would just rest and watch movies.Something we hadnt done in a while.Hopefully i could spend time with Camz.
I go into my room to grab some blankets and my phone to watch the movie.As i enter i see Camilas clothes layed out.The dress she was suppose to wear to the show.All i can do is imagine her in it.She looks so flawless in a dress,the way it hugs her body the way i wish i could.I wish i could be that dress so i could smell her scent and feel her skin it doesnt even matter if its only for an hour.Id love to have her love me again like she used to.
"Hey Lauren whatare you doing"Camila asks walking out of the shower
"Oh uhm just uh getting my blanket and phone to go watch the movies"
"Oh i guess i should put this away"she says grabbing the dress
"Yeah,are you coming to the other girls room?"
"Yeah i just need to make a call first"Who is so important that she needs to call i mean her moms here with us.Does she have a boyfriend?Is that why she doesnt want me back.It must be.
"Oh uhm alright ill see you then"i say looking down and walking to the door
"Lauren...wait"
"Yeah?" I ask with a bit of hope that she'll change her mind
"You forgot your phone"and like that all hope was lost
"Oh yeah thanks Camila"
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I walked into the room getting closer to the girls sitting in front of the tv screen. Dinah and Normani sat next to each other on their phone. I looked towards the ground where Ally sat on Laurens lap cuddling. I felt anger begin to fuel my body. Why was Ally even touching her like that only I could do that. I was about to push Ally off of Lauren when I remembered only I would do that. But now I didn't have a right to tell Ally anything. Lauren and I weren't together anymore. I sat next to Dinah and told her to put a movie in. I stared at Lauren and Ally as Ally laughed at Laurens jokes which were never funny but I too laughed whenever she told me them because I loved her. I loved her dumb jokes. I loved the way she would scrunch her nose laughing at them herself.
"Who wants popcorn "Ally screamed
"I do" I said so she would get off of Lauren. Once Ally ran to the kitchen I sat myself next to Lauren.
"Hey Lo"
"Yeah Camila" she didn't call me Camz...
just as I was going to speak my phone rang
"Oh sorry I have to take this"i said getting up and leaving the room
"Hi Camila how are you sorry i didnt pick up sooner i was busy"
"Its ok and im fine thanks for asking"
"How have you been?"
"Good and you?"said the deeper voice
"Great i just really need your help"
"Yeah sure with what's up"
"I need you to be my boyfriend"
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FanficCamila loves Lauren but the hardships they encounter break them apart.Can they fight through the lies and walls that are raised?Will Camren overcome it all?Read and find out