Dear Vik,
Hey buddy, how are they treating you up there? I hope its better than here. I just thought that it was my turn to say sorry. Sorry for the hell that I put you through when talking about molesting. I knew you were too innocent for that, maybe that's why I aimed it at you. I don't know.
I don't know if any of the other sidemen have told you already, but Harry made an announcement the other day. He made his last ever video on Wednesday as he decided he was leaving YouTube behind to start a new career where his dad works. He also made the heartbreaking decision to actually leave the Sidemen once and for all. There is just too much to remember you by, he said. Maybe you meant more to him than you thought.
Anyway, we are slowly getting better. I have started to spend more and more time with Tailor, a friend of mine. You have met her right? Well I think I'm falling for her. But how do I tell Ethan? I know we had a thing a few months ago but I think he still likes me. He will be heartbroken. Everyone always jokes about Emon but none of the fans actually know it was once real. I miss you Vik. I wish you were here, to advise me, to help me. So I could hug you and tell you how much you mean to us. But I can't and that's what's killing me.
You meant so much to us Vik, if only you knew back then. Maybe then you would still be here.
I will always miss you,
Simon x
