Megan's pov
It's been a week, i haven't heard from Niall, nobody has, he won't leave his apartment, he wont talk to anyone, nothing.
how have i been?
okay. I've been coping, i have Darcy to look after, and even though I've got harry and the other boys help, i still need to look after her myself.
Harry, well, he's really cut up, he blames himself, i haven't spoken to him, but Louis was telling me he is really upset about it. I need to speak to him, about what happened between us.
"hey, how you feeling today love?"
"yeah, I'm feeling okay, but listen, could i ask a favour?"
"yeah of course what is it?"
"well, could you watch Darcy for the afternoon, while i go out somewhere?"
"if you tell me where your going, yes of course."
"well, i need to go speak to harry, about some things."
"okay, well, im just mking some pancakes, you want some?"
"oh, yess please."
Niall's pov
I can't sleep, eat, move, speak, nothing without thinking about him and bursting into tears, this is horrible, i have never felt like this ever before. He was my first child and i never got to meet him properly, see his eyes, argue with meg about who he looks like, teach him all the things that a little boy needs, I never got to meet his first girfriend, or watch him grow into a man and leave home and get married and have kids, i never got any of that, I never even got to hear him cry.
Megan's pov
"OKay, well i will be back soon, okay, see you later lou, Darcy you be good fro uncle boo bear."
As i walked down the street towards my car, i felt my chest tighten, i was scared. I hadn't been out by myself, i hadn't seen fans or bumped into paps. I felt my legs begin to jog towards my car, from the though of running into paps and fans. as son as the slammed the car door a pap came out of nowhere, suddenly there were more and more, they were all around the car, and fans, loads of them, shouting and screaming.
I hid my face trying to block them out, i searched around in my bag for my phone, shit. I left it at home, i never usually leave the house without it. Oh god, what am i going to do. I felt my eyes get heavy as the tears bloated my eyes. i tried my hardest to hold them back but it was impossible, i could hear them screaming and shouting, but most of all i could hear a baby, a baby's cry. My chest began to tighten, the car was closing in on me, getting smaller and smaller. I shut my eyes tight blcoking out the noise, icouldn't breath, the shouting was fading but the cry, the baby's cry was getting louder and louder.
"please shut up, shut up, shut up! leave me alone." i was bawing my eyes out by now, my hands tugging at my hair in panic, i could hear someone banging on the window, i opened my eyes and saw a tall figure with a mop of curly hair.
Harry.
"open the door! Meg, it's me!"
i fumble shakily towards the door unlocking it, he jumped in and we swapped seats. I was way to shaken to drive.
"come on, we'll go to mine, and you can calm down."
