Seduce to kill (Book 1 in the Gods Series)

He makes me weak

Chapter 9

After I looked through everything in the envelope, I didn't know what to do and where to start. Its strange, I have waited so long for to find the one s responsible for my parents death, that when I finally have the names of them responsible, I have gone completely numb and my mind won't function, its drawing a blank.  

This is what I have trained so hard for, to make them who are responsible, pay and yet here I am thinking one thing, how this will this hurt my mate, I need a good slap, to wake my body up properly and think clearly, when have I ever cared for another feelings, thats not me, he is already making me weak, and that's one thing I'm not, and never will be again. I need Ares, if anyone can help me rid myself of these feelings and do what I have always planned on doing, getting revenge, he can. That's all I can live for now, I will start over when I do what I need to do, but right now, I can't be here, not like this, I need to go to Olympus.

" Ares, I need you!" I said, as I waited for him to come. I could feel the energy shift in the room, as a powerful presence formed in front of me, the God of War himself, to others he would have them cowering with just his aura, but to me, he took the role as father, when mine was killed, my world revolved around him, as he was the most important man or should I say God in my life, when I didn't have any, he was my safe place, the place I could run and hide, knowing I would always be safe with him. 

I didn't need to speak to tell him what I wanted, he already knew with just one look at me, just like any good father, he didn't ask questions, he offered comfort and safety, exactly what I needed right now, he was the only one I would let see me like this, the weak and broken girl that lies buried inside of me and hides behind her power and strength, to hide just how broken I truely am, even the strongest are entitled to have their weakest moments, and my moment is now.  

I felt strong arms incase me, lifting me up , wrapping me in the comfort of the love and safety, I needed to feel. I saw the world blur around me, as I closed my eyes, and gave into the exhaustion that always pulled at me, I was so tired of fighting for survival, to stay hidden and keep up with the lies, of who I am. But its okay, I thought, Ares will make me strong again, this weak moment won't define me, it will make me stronger in the end, and I will make sure they meet their end one way or another, I won't be weak again!