Claws of impact

Epilogue

           Skyler's pov

"What if she never wakes up Josh" a voice echoed through the room.

I felt something rub against my face but I couldn't move, my eyelids felt heavy and my breathing was at a steady paste.

Where am I?

All I could hear was a beeping noise getting louder, and faster as my eyes tried to pry themselves open.

finally I got them open and my parents stared at me with confused faces, my moms eyes where popped open and her face a pale white, she look as though she was about to cry and pass out at the same time.

she ambushed me wrapping her arms around me, I didn't hug her back I can't hug her back, wasn't she dead?

wait does this mean I'm dead too, many different emotions hit me at once and the only thing that came out of my mouth was "Dakota."

my mom looked at me laughing, "sweet heart don't you remember it was all a dream it's all over now."

she stroked my cheek and laughed, my dad hadn't said a word, or moved a muscle.

he just stared at me as  though I where the most weirdest person in the world, my mother stopped touching me and she laughed looking me in the eyes she then yelled "WAKE UP."

I shot up in my mattress, looking over at the time.

I groaned 2:12am.

where was Dakota, I know he had that stupid alpha paperwork but he usually came back before 11:00.

that's when it hit me he wasn't coming back anytime soon, I felt my body tremble and my eyes burned as tears built in them.

I stared sightlessly into the dark room before me, and a new wave of depression hit me, the smell of Dakota was everywhere it was so thick in the atmosphere it could choke you to suffocation.

the smell of his cologne, the memories of him holding me until I fell asleep, how his breath always smelled like peppermint and how his kisses tasted so much sweeter.

I remember how he always told me I was beautiful, even if I woke up with bed hair and morning breath.

I remember his laugh, how it made me feel when he touched me, the butterflies I got when he told me he loved me.

I remember how he stopped at nothing to protect me, how he tried so hard to keep me happy.

I felt tears sliding down my face, and my chest jump as a sob left me, my mate had left me.

everything around me a small proportion of reality, the sick twisted reality that Dakota was gone, the sick feeling of emptiness and loneliness filling the empty void that his affection once filled.

it got to the point where I couldn't hold back my emotions anymore, all the things that no one knew.

I don't know where my brother is, no one will tell me if Dakota is alive, if some how they brought him back.

no one knows the pain and heartache im feeling, I felt a high pitched scream leave my throat and I gripped onto the cool sheets to keep from breaking down.

I tried to get air into my lungs but the smell only seem to shove me back onto my knees, my only thought was to run and somehow get away, so I slung the cover off of me and went for the terrace slinging the door open letting the rising Suns rays hit me and the cool breeze whip through my hair .

I gripped onto the rail feeling like all my energy had been sucked out of me.

I probably look terrible, my eyes red and puffy, hair a mess.

I looked down at the ground it's about a 15feet drop that's enough to kill me, or to at least paralyzed me to where I won't remember my name.

'DO IT!' The voices called at me 'JUMP' they pressured me, I closed my eyes and I swung my body over the rail hanging by my fingers.

gripping tightly I bit my lip, thinking about every reason to do this, thinking about every reason I should jump, every reason I needed to die.

there was some one calling me but i didn't care anymore.

I closed my eyes and held my breath, releasing my hands and jumping from the rail soon to be reunited with my one true love....

         The end