dilemma ; xiumin [two]

vor

[minseok]

i cry every night
because i miss you.
did you know
that i never really liked eun bi?
did you know
that you were my first ever love,
but i was too afraid
that i would ruin our friendship,
so i kept my love for you
hidden.
did you know,
that i can't sleep anymore;
i suffer with insomnia
because every time i close my eyes,
you're always there,
fresh in my mind.
memories of you
haunt me,
you look so vividly real
and i feel even more crestfallen
because i know it's just a dream.
do you know,
that the thought of you makes me so sad,
yet you're still all i think about
everyday?
i don't think you do.
because you're dead.
and it's all my fault.