Tears

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Lisa P.O.V
I awoke to being tied in the chair and I feel an immense amount of pain in my body. The one thing I've noticed is how he kept away from my leg, I guess I should be happy for that. I look at the computer screen and see most of my family asleep. Dam they are still watching, God their amazing but why can't they just leave I don't want them to see this.
I hear the door slam open and I start to panic, I don't see Jax though. I'm so confused where is he? I look back at the screen and see Amy watching, she must of heard the door and woke up. I give her a small smile for her to know that I was okay.
Finally Jax walked in but he looked angry.
"Apparently this was the breaking news story and now everyone is looking for you" he spat and I felt relieved, I know I'm gonna get out but it's just a matter of time of when. He came closer to me and slapped me.
"Worthless bitch" he says
"No one likes you, only reason they do is because you are pretty. You can't sing, you can't dance, and your not even funny, your holding your sisters back and no wonder Mark chose you." He said to me and I had tears threatening to fall.
"You couldn't even save your sisters, that's pathetic, even your smallest and weakest one was able to do something, and yes I know all about your last one because Mark told me everything before and now he's gone because of YOU!" He shouts pointing his finger at me.
He just called Amy weak, he'll if anything she was the strongest one out of us. This made my blood boil.
"Amy is not weak" I whisper and he looks at me
"What did you say?" He asked grabbing my chin.
"I said Amy isn't weak" I spat at him and he punched me.
"Of course she is! She's small and can't do anything, she won't even shut up!" He shouts at me. I see Amy in the corner of my eye with a tear coming down her face.
"Your wrong, she's the strongest, bravest, and funniest person I know, if anything I'm the weakest" I say whispering the last part. I guess he heard me because his expression changed.
"Say the last part again" he whispers at me but I don't say a single word. He grabs my face and squeezes it.
"SAY IT!" He screams at me but I still don't speak.
He brought out his knife and stabbed it right through my hand. I screamed bloody murder and I heard Amy scream.
"NO LISA! YOUR A SICK MAN!" She shouts and I hear her voice cracking.
"God dammit say what you said" he spat at me.
"I'm the weakest" I whisper
"Louder"
"I'M the weakest link" I said a little bit louder.
"SCREAM IT!" He shouts while moving the knife that's in my hand which makes me scream.
"IM THE WEAKEST OKAY, IM JUST A NOBODY, NO ONE LIKES ME, Just please stop" I plead and he rips the knife out of my hand which makes me scream once more. I'm bawling my eyes out but nothing is stopping me from crying.
I look at the screen and see Amy with a horrified expression. She just saw it all, she heard every word. I wish I was dead, I wouldn't hold anyone back, I wouldn't get in anyone's way, I would be free from this mans grasp. But in the end I guess it isn't worth it because I can't leave them behind, my family, the cimfam, Eric.
Jax looks at me looking satisfied with what he's done and wraps my hand which hurts like hell. He smirks at me and punched me in the gut.
"Remember your worthless understood, what your sister is showing is fake do you hear me? They have to show people that they care when they don't, no one cares about you, their all fake and just want you to feel good." He said and walked out. I looked at Amy and I put my head down. I can't face her after all of this, I don't think I could face anyone.
Amy P.O.V
I can't believe this he's trying to make Lisa say something she dosen't want to say. No one else is in the room right now but we're all taking shifts except for the younger ones and it's my turn and it's horrifying.
Lisa refused to say something again and Jax pulled out a knife and stabbed her hand which it went clean through.
"NO LISA! YOUR A SICK MAN!" I shout at the screen but all he does is smirk.
Lisa whispered something but he's yelling at her to shout it and once he punched her she broke.
"IM THE WEAKEST OKAY! IM JUST A NOBODY, NO ONE LIKES ME, Just please stop" she pleaded and I can't believe it.
She thinks she's a nobody, God dammit this isn't supposed to happen. She was protecting me and she got stabbed straight through her hand. She's crying hysterically and I can't even say anything.
I wanna say things but I can't, it's just like I lost my voice, what the heck? He started wrapping her hand up and he said something to her
"Remember your worthless, what your sister is showing is fake do you hear me? They have to show people they care when they don't, no one cares about you, their all fake and just trying to make you feel good" he said and Lisa just nodded. God tell me she dosen't believe it and with that Jax walked out.
Lisa looked at me but then looked down.
"Lisa what he said wasn't true okay, we all love you okay, I love you okay Lisa, your amazing, funny, loving and a great singer. Please don't forget that Lise, please" I plead to her, now all of a sudden my voice just came to life, it couldn't of happened early God dammit Amy.
Lisa lifted her head and looked up at me.
"I'm sorry" she whispered and with that she went unconscious. I'm standing there with a shocked expression on my face. My Lisa thinks she's worthless, she's a role model to so many people, I just don't understand. I sit back down and watch to see what happens next.
Dammit Lisa I love you, your the greatest older sister anyone could ask for. When will you realize? (#Worth It) We will save you Lisa, that's a promise.

When will you realize that baby your worth it

A/N: Woohoo 2 chapters within a short amount of time!! Lamy is so adorbs I just can't. But dam poor Lisa and that's gotta hurt your hand like a lot. Tell me what you thought of it guys!
See y'all l8er!
~Nikki

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