Adam's P.O.V
*flashback*
" your worthless you know that!" I screamed
She just looked me with those empty eyes. It made me feel sick every time I looked at her. I wanted to stop but they wouldn't let me..... I told her to run away from me but she wouldn't leave no matter how many times I'd put my hands on her, called her names, made her cry....she just wouldn't leave. I feel trapped inside my own mind I can't control my emotions , I can't control those little voices in the back of my head fucking I just want to rip them out of my head!
" I know you don't mean it Adam..." She said
" How do you know?" I asked
" I can see it in your eyes..." She looked up at me
" all you can in my eyes is pain.." I sighed
" I can see that you don't want to hurt me or others." She said
My eyes welled up with tears I tried everything to hold them back but that burning feeling in my throat made them easily escape from my eyes.
" I love you Adam." She kissed
" I love you too." I cried
*End of flashback*
" Damn this fucking dream again...." I said
I never wanted to kill her I just wanted her to be happy without me. I missed her I even thought I fell in love with this broken girl and I told her to leave or I'd kill her and made her believe me by shooting her in the arm that day
I moved over and saw calum sitting on the edge of my bed. I sprung up from my bed concerned that he got up so soon.
" cal what are you doing up lay back down!" I panicked
" your like the mom I never had." He laughed
" that isn't a bad thing though." I smiled
" why didn't you wake me up?" I said
" I can do it my self it's ok." He laughed
"Ow, it hurts when I laugh." He frowned
" well I got up and I figured that I could walk but I was concerned that you were like drooling and talking in your sleep..." He smiled
" oh yeah..." I said
" it was just a bad dream." I half smiled
" so do you need help." I asked
" I just to pee." He said
"Here I'll help you up." I said
"Ready 1,2,3" I lifted him up
" ow, fuck!" He winced in pain
" are you ok?" I said holding him
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Grey Matter
Mystery / Thriller"Wait what are you doing?" I struggled "GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF ME!" I Shouted "DOCTOR WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS IM TELLING YOU THE TRUTH PLEASE LISTEN IM BEGGING YOU!" I screamed I kept struggling until I felt a sharp sting in my left leg and felt my...
