"Wait what are you doing?" I struggled
"GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF ME!" I Shouted
"DOCTOR WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS IM TELLING YOU THE TRUTH PLEASE LISTEN IM BEGGING YOU!" I screamed
I kept struggling until I felt a sharp sting in my left leg and felt my...
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Why? I would ask myself...
What did I do?
I would also ask.
Both of these questions I would replay over again in my mind hoping to get an answer. It wasn't like I was in a relationship with him but it felt like one. Part of me was angry, then it turned sadness , then self pity. Calum thankfully saved the day for me cheering me up once in a while. I was thankful for that. I just didn't understand why I was so beat up over this. He was just stressed out about something either he can't tell me or he doesn't want to tell me.
" here's some broccoli cheddar soup." He handed me a bowl
" thank you your always so kind." I smiled
" it's no big deal I used to make it with my mom all of the time."
" your mom ? What is she like?"
" she was the kind of woman that would do anything for anybody she loved."
" she always taught me to treat people with respect no matter how much you don't like them because they might have it worse than you do."
"At the time I thought she was talking gibberish but ever since I've learned as an adult to treat people with kindness and respect even if I don't like them."
" so you don't like me but still show me respect and kindness?" I asked
"No! I like you I was just telling you what Learned from her that changed my perception of people."
" maybe I need to start doing that."
" do what?"
" show more respect for people I don't like because at the end of the day it's meaningless to hold a grudge on someone who you barley know I like the feeling of moving on to something fresh and new like I experienced yesterday with Michael."
" that's why you forgave him so quickly."
" yes, I realized out of my anger and sadness to just appreciate what I have now in life and move on to a new chapter in my life."
" I would get so restless thinking about my families killer and just my family in general."
" I would think all of the time if my family would realize that I didn't do it and to prove them that I would find him now I did and it just didn't feel the same maybe I was so caught up in my new life I forgot about my past one."
