"At this moment I was writing a letter to a sleeping Calum,I can't keep going behind his back and keep cheating on him. I can't do it so far this what I'm up to "
Dear Calum
You're probably wondering why I'm not in bed with you. Well I left because I cheated on you while you were on tour I know it was wrong I shouldn't of done that, I love you calum you were my first,my best friend,my ride or die but most importantly my husband, I know what you thinking "why" I was at the club and this man came up to me and you know what happened next but I was drunk, I know that isn't a great excuse but that's what happened. You trusted me and I broke it and I'm so so sorry for that. I want you to know that I will forever love you
Love Y/n
P.s. Goodbye
After I finished writing the letter I kissed him one last time and said 'I'm sorry'
