Selena at the top
Nicky POV
"Yes ma. It's true. For the past 4 years I have & always will. I never said anything because you were with Jay and I didn't want to jeopardize anything between y'all because, y'all loved one another. You mean so much to me Selena Johns, you just don't know. I would take a bullet for you. I love you to death and I wanna be with you. I know you're not gay but–"
Selena interrupted me with a passionate kiss.
She then got on top of me and began to lick my lips while pulling my hair and pulling me closer. I opened by mouth letting her enter as she massaged her tongue with mine. I realized what we were doing and I stopped her.
"What just happened?" I ask while turning the lamp back on looking into her eyes while she was still on top of me.
"Oh my gosh.. I'm.. I.." She said flustered while getting off of me running towards the bathroom. In a way I wanted her to continue but I didn't want her to feel like I was taking advantage of her. I knew she would probably regret it and I didn't want her to do that. It would make our friendship weird & I couldn't let that happen.
"What?" I said running after her..
"I didn't mean to.. I think I was just caught in the moment. I'm sorry!" She said in the bathroom crying.
"Selena!" I said placing my ear to the bathroom door.
"Look, I'm sorry if you think I'm leading you on or playing with your emotions and I know how you feel about me but.. There is just something about you. I don't know. Ever since I met you Nicky.. I've felt a connection between us two but.. I don't know what it is. I just ignored it, I thought something was wrong with me for liking a female because I was raised to not like women. Only men & strictly men." Selena said opening up the door and turned around going back to sit on the sink.
"It's alright. I know you under a lot of pressure & I understand. Just come back and lay down and when you're ready so we can finish talking about this. Okay ma?" I say while putting her face between both my hands and kissing her forehead then walking back to get into bed.
"Okay." Selena said while following me back to the bed laying down.
"Come here." I said while pulling her near me to lie on my chest.
"Nicky?" Selena says while lifting her head up looking at me with those big brown eyes that I love so much. "I wanna try something" She said nervously leaning on her elbow now.
"Try what?" I say nervously looking up at her while laying on my back and my hands behind my head.
She then got on top of me and pulled me up by my shirt. She wrapped her arms around me and began to kiss my neck slowly using her tongue to outline my jawline.
"Umm.. S..Selena?" I say while flickering my eyes rubbing her back.
"Yes Nicky?" She says while giggling continuing to kiss my neck slowly.
"Listen- " I was instantly cut off when she began to grind on my pussy slow and rub my chest with her palms and look into my eyes seductively.
"Seriously Selena. Listen" I said while moving back trying to get her off of me.
"I don't want you to do something you going to regret doing. You just got out of a relationship & you know I fall hard & relationships don't work out for me. I love you Selena but.. I want to do this when you are emotionally & mentally ready. I just don't want our friendship to be ruined by a one night stand?"
"Who said this would be a one night stand? Nicky.. You know that we both have feelings for one another. Just please.. Do this for me? If you love me, show me " She said while getting closer pressing her lips onto mine sucking my bottom lip putting her hands inside my boxers.
