Part 5:
Well a new year and new things, so I thaught.It was 2015 and he was no longer there.So as the year started so did my depression worsen and my anxiety.I had people around me but all I felt was alone. It was one of the hardest things to work through.
So did she harden and her heart grew more cold.
She decided well I'm here and I can be her punching bag.It wasn't like a naughty child getting beaten. It was getting beaten for not reason.As the year went by I started to do something that would change me forever.
I started to cut and each day I cut more than once. There would be good days but the bad ones were constant. There were days I wished it would all just end. I couldn't take no more pain I was done for. I would consider suicide just for it all to stop.
Then she found out and I was surprised she finally saw it. I always use to walk openly with it and she never noticed. When she did she said I was hurting her but seriously she never gave a shit about me. If she really did it wouldn't have taken her so long to see cause I never tried to hide it.
