Its amazing how long I've been bottling everything up. Life wont make it any easier for me even when I'm down. Hearing from my brother is very great and everything is suppose to have been on track. Yeah! Right like that would ever happen and for some damn reason I have been in thought. What I have been struggling and thinking about is how much crap there is in life.
My mother died when i was 4 ....well you know the story i talked about it in the beginning. My point is i never get my way and just when im happy that damn old freneme comes back. Yes, im talking about cutting,depression and anxiety. Out of the blue and the thing is lately i have gotten news about one of my kinda friend sleeping with my ex and still love of my life. Like seriously and to actually say it has been going on since June. Like she is a slut and i know its bad to say that but she sleeps with everyone and she has been with half the guys in our grade. I know i should move on but she new about me and him and that i still love the idiot. I have a headache just thinking about it.
I wish i could get a Prince damn charming to come and swoop me off my feet i need it!!!!
