I have had better days or I've had a better year. Once again I thought I could do or be better but I made that damn same mistake. I pulled that cold piece of silver to my skin and I don't know why. I was happy or I thought was bad always follows me. Lately I have been thinking of my mom and her death. I have recently come to understand that she could have either killed herself or she was murdered. It has been unsolved ever since the day she died.
My life is as messed up as it can be and no one has noticed or cares at all.
All I wanted was a mother and a father/grandfather but I lost both.
