Life was really great but a week ago I started again... You the cutting. I just woke up one morning and felt terrible and I mean , useless, worthless and unwanted. So yes its back my DEMON with a capital D."Depression "!!!!! Schools open back up recently and a girl that always said hii is now a friend. She is really nice and makes me feel important again you know friendship wise. Now how can one feel bad and not wanna tell them the heaviness I carry. Is it wrong to feel so unwanted and to be so damn insecure?? I might wright a little now and then but its because I bottle it up then explode. Fingers crossed I get through this!!!!
I'm Even too scared to bath in front of her cause I'm scared she might notice the new scares!!!
