How amazing its like everything is normal one second and the other it all changes. I think long and hard on how terrible of a person i am and wonder who else thinks so. No i have had a backlash and yes i mean cutting. I think its very obvious but not every or actually no one has noticed. For some reason i think its best that way.
Today my body is paining more than usually but i guess thats what sums me up(pain).
I try not too but i know that i cant feel even if i try so all i do is try to feel through pierceing my skin with its silver friend.I might be crazy but at least im something!!!!
