I had a almost good week and was having a great Friday. When for some damn reason a friend no let me rather say aquantance which ive know for 4 years now and hes part of a bad memory. He noticed my as he calls it self mutilation. Personally i dont like him and never have as he was part of the group of guys who attacked me back when i was still in the 8th grade and tryed to do something else to me but im not too happy about talking about it yet.
I should be happy but there is still that dark unhappiness that is lurking around me. I cant seem to get rid of it or maybe i dont want to.Now she as in the 'she' i always talk about is so nice and friendly to me lately. I think she is waiting to start her nonsense again and um sure of it. Hopefully the next week goes better.
