Natahalia's Song

Keep It On The Low

Chapter 4:

9/15/12

        Some things should be left unsaid. There are things Natahalia just shouldn't know. I never want her or Mommy to find out about me and the asshole. It's been going on for a while, for the last year or so. I didn't even know he liked me like that. I still remember that day it all began, like yesterday, I can never forget it.

             It was about 6:30 and I was running through the streets of Englewood in a hurry. I was running like I'm Flo-Jo. "Mommy's going to kill me, Mommy's going to kill me." I said within my breath. I was so tired. Finally I came to the block where we lived. I started walking swiftly. I didn't even see Mommy's car. Maybe she went to the store. I know she ain't working.

             I opened the door as quiet as I could and took off my jacket and hanged it down. My stomach was burning cause I was so starved. I went into the kitchen. Oranges. Chicken. Juice box. Ribs. Ok not that much to choose from. I took the oranges and quickly peeled them. I am so hungry! Then I heard him walking down the stairs. "Nicole, you're home." He said startling me. I literally dropped the oranges. "Hey, Dominic." I replied. "How was track?" "Fine. I'm sore." "Come upstairs, I got something that can help you." Dominic told me as he went back upstairs. How bad can it be?

              I followed him upstairs and he pulled out a muscle pain reliever cream. "Lay down." Dominic patted on the bed. I laid down and Dominic slowly rubbed the cream down my leg. "Does your back hurt?" He inquired. I shook my head no. He poured some more on his hands and all of a sudden, he began to put it on my back. "Hey, I said it doesn't hurt." I said moving away. Dominic pulled me right back towards him. "Dominic, stop it. I'm going to bed." I got up, but he pushed me right back on the bed.

            Dominic lifted my shirt and began rubbing the cream on my stomach. It was so cold I was literally trembling. All of a sudden, I felt a wet spot on my stomach, I opened my eyes and there was Dominic's lips, leaving a trail on my stomach. He grabbed my Nike sweatpants and began pulling them down. "No, stop it." I begged. He shook his head. "Stop, I'm a virgin." "I know. I've been seeing you, Nicole." Dominic pulled off my panties and he insert a finger inside of me. "Stop!" I yelled, I didn't like that one bit. Dominic refused and he rubbing up against my clit.

               I tried kicking him, but he pushed me down on the bed and held down my arms. He took out his finger and he began kissing all over my neck. I wanted to tell him to stop, but I seen the dangerous side of Dominic. I saw him beating my mom when she was 5 months pregnant with my little sister. He would kill me if he had too. I stayed quiet as Dominic unzip his pants, revealing his erected penis. As he forced it inside of me, tears fell from my eyes, but I wouldn't make any noise. I was so scared, it felt like he was tearing my insides apart.

                Dominic moaned in pleasure and continued giving me kisses, but I laid with my eyes close. I hope this would end. After 6 minutes, Dominic quit after he thought he heard Mommy and Natahalia. He didn't want his ass to get caught. As he shut the door, I just cried my eyes out. Why would he do this to me? I thought Mommy would never be with another man who would take advantage of me like this. Her ex molested me before I turned 10. But I look at the brightside, at least he's not doing this shit to Natahalia. I would kill this motherfucker if he even looks at my sister in a sinister way like he does me.

                     Brianna paused she finished reading the entry in Nicole's revealing diary.  Natahalia managed to find the key that opened it. "Dominic did this to Nicole?" She asked Natahalia. Natahalia nodded her head. "Oh my gosh!" Brianna cried as she let out tears. If she thought this was emotional, then what will she do when Natahalia tells her the rest of the story?