Before He Cheats

Chapter 41: Revenge

GENEVA's POV

Halos ay kaladkaran ako ni Miguel pabalik nang bahay. Wala kaming imikan sa loob ng kanyang sasakyan dahil wala ako sa mood na makipag-usap sa kanya. Alam ko na ang lahat kaya alam kong wala na siyang maitatago pa sa akin. 

At nang makapasok na kami sa loob ng kwarto ay nakita kong kinuha niya ang aming maleta sa loob ng aparador, bagsak niyang inilipag ang mga damit sa kama at iniisa-isa itong nilagay sa loob ng maleta. He's packing our things dahilan ng pagkaalburoto ko. 

"What are you doing Miguel !!?" - sigaw ko sa kanya. 

Ni hindi siya nagsalita. Ni para wala siyang narinig. Hindi siya huminto sa ginagawa.  Kumaripas akong tumabi sa kanya at ako naman ay nagbawas ng mga damit namin sa maleta, akala ko ay pipigilan niya ako- ngunit hindi. 

"Takot ka? Itatakas mo ako? Bakit? Dahil alam ko na ang lahat? Dahil sinabi na sa akin ni Lucas? Goddamn it Miguel, sinasabi mo lang sa akin na natatakot ka sa kasalanan mo!" - 

Tumigil siya sa ginagawa. Napaupo siya sa kama at sapo ang kanyang noo. 

"What now?" - tanong ko. 

Iniangat niya ang ulo sa akin.  "Aalis tayo sa lugar na ito Gev, we're flying far away .. " tumayo siya at hawak-hawak na ngayon ang aking pisngi. "Malayong-malayo kung saan hindi ka nila malalayo sa akin. " 

Kinuha ko ang kanyang kamay at binitiwan ito ng padabog. "Are you hearing yourself Miguel? Nasaktan ako, sinaktan niyo ako, pinaglaruan, ginamit ang katawan ko para sa pansariling interes and now you are telling me to go with you? Nahihibang ka na ba ha talaga?" - 

Mabilis siyang yumuko. "I know all my sins, walang kasalanan si Lucas. Trust me Gev, it's not what I want .. hindi kita kayang saktan." 

"But you played the part to be my-husband." - ani ko. "Even if you're not the one."

"Because I have to. Para hindi ako ipakasal sa Lolo ko kay Brenna." - explenasyon niya. "And I am so sorry if nagamit kita, I just don't have a choice .. But when we lived together in one roof, believe me. I started loving you- kahit alam kong minamaltrato kita .. kahit alam kong nasasaktan kita- because I still found myself not enough for you- dahil hindi ako ang asawa mo, dahil kahit kailangan hindi mo ako natutunang mahalin- you've wanted someone- at alam kong angkin ko ang katawan at isip mo- your heart and life still belong to someone- and it's my brother."

Mahaba ang sinabi niya- hindi ko alam kong papaniwalaan ko o hindi, basta't alam ko lang na ito ang pinakamahabang linya na nasabi niya sa akin sa loob ng napakaraming taon na nagsama kami. Gusto kong matawa o gusto kong umalis na lang dahil alam kong nasasaktan rin naman siya ngayon. 

"So please Gev." he held my hands again, pressed it. "Please stay with me. I know I am not the husband- I know I am not the one- but I could be the one you needed." 

"I've suffered a lot Miguel and I don't need this kind of plan from you .. " I said. "Ilalayo mo ako sa kay sino? Kay Lucas, of course he'll do anything just for me to be backed on him dahil ninakaw mo ako sa kanya- kahit alam mong hindi mo ako pag-aari." 

Umiling siya. "Not from Lucas Gev." he paused. "From you. Alam kong aalis ka, and now that you are still here with me- hindi kita hahayaang aalis." 

"But you can't force to me to stay here." 

Umalis ako sa kwarto at nagbabad sa sala. Hindi na siya umalma pa. Nasa kwarto lang siya and funny how he unpacked the things he tried to pack a while ago. Wala rin namang kwenta kong itatago pa niya ito- aalis ako kung gusto ko nang umalis- but now this time. 

Natapos ang buong araw sa loob ng bahay who I caught him doing the dinner cooking, preparing things set-up, doing dishes. Nakatulog ako sa sala kaya siguro hindi na niya ako ginising pa. Nang magising ako ay nakahanda na ang hapag-kainan. 

But I never bother to eat with him.  I instead grabbed my food and ate around the corner of my room. The other room beside our room- or should say, sex-room.  Hindi ko naman matatawag na masayang lugar iyon sa aming dalawa. It's the place of my begs and pleases. The place I suffered a lot.  The place where my body's being tortured and  demanded. 

And then I was lighted out of an idea. 

I saw him sitting on the corner of the  dining table. I wore my see through mini dress na halos ay kita na ang panty at hindi ko talaga sinuot ang bra ko where my nipples are really ready to be touched by him. I called his name in a slow voice. 

"Miguel." -

Hindi pa siya nakakatayo ay nadaganan ko na siya sa silya kung saan siya nakaupo. I raised my two legs for me to sit of his two legs away. I can't feel his erection, but not a problem- I know his weakness- enough for me to taste his. 

I kissed him around the neck which surprises him to moan. I heard him stopping me but it was useless for him - cause I don't fucking care what I am doing right now. I coped her mouth and tasted everything inside.  I can feel his tongue responding and the moan gets louder and louder. 

And that never satisfied me, I stood up, giving him a sexy smile and commanded him to drop his pants cause I am acting like I wanna eat all his and taste it, lick it all until all i can hear is the way he will shout my name. 

I thought he'll drop his pants. But I heard him cursed. 

"Stop Geneva .. What are you doing?" - galit niyang singhal sa akin. 

I laughed sarcastically. "Stop acting that you don't like this Miguel .. this is all you want from me .. my body and all." - 

"Not anymore. You know what I want now." - 

I gasped and exhaled. "Oh, is that all what you want? Me?" 

He walked near me. "Yes, Geneva. All I want is you. You and nothing else." 

"Then claim me." - 

His moan and mine were heard around the room. His tense were build up when I ride on top of him, the movement of the bed were in between us. And then when we reached out our climax, I could her all our breathing. Nakatulog na rin siya. 

And that was when I am so satisfied. I just got my revenge. I don't care if  gagamitin ko ang katawan ko- makamit ko lang ang gusto ko. Iwant them all to suffer. All of them na nagpasakit sa akin. Hindi nila alam kung ano ang pakiramdaman ng napaglaruan at sinasaktan. I will get my revenge. Sooner or later.