"Damn it Mae!" Sebastian slaps me, and I let out a low whimper.
"Don't hit her!" it was my father.
"I'm sorry sir, but I need her to wake up." he sounds do worried. I felt a shifting, I realized we were moving. I was I a car.
Slowly I force my eyes to open, the light hurting. I moaned, but looked at Sebastian. His eyes were searching mine, filled with fear and... Something I could not place.
"Mae." his voice was so gentle, like he was going to break. Suddenly he leaned in and kissed me. His lips soft on mine, staying there for to long,"I love you." he whispered, his lips not even n inch from mine. I felt so tired, like I was leaving.
Then I remembered. I new where I was going, the hospital. I had been in the bathroom. I wanted death, buy as it came all I wished was that I could take it back.
I felt a tear roll down my cheek, but my arms wouldn't move.
"I'm sorry," I whispered with what little I had left,"I thought I wanted..." I fought to breath,"But they did." my voice kept getting quieter as spoke.