Hungry

Morning

-Devon-

I didnt get any sleep last night. But then again, when do i ever? Everything hurts, but as always, ill be fine enough. I grabbed my clothes and makeup and went to the bathroom. i covered up the brusies and cuts the best i could and got dressed in a hoodie, a 30 seconds to mars teeshirt and some skinny jeans. I knocked on the door to Blakes room to make sure it was safe to come in and he told me to come in so i did. I grabbed my shoes and he just stood there watching me put my shoes on probably because of how old and torn up they were, but Randy wouldnt buy me shoes, these were all i had.

We went down the hall and i was in the kitchen he went to another room. My stomach growled loudly and i wrapped my arms around it trying to make it stop. I heard Blake and his mom talking, i didnt want to easedrop so i blocked out what the were saying (a skill i picked up at about 5 when Randy was yelling things at my mom from the other side of my door making me cry. thanks 'dad').

A few minutes later Blake came out of the room. "Looks like were walking my mom doesnt feel well." he said as he looked at the ground. "that's fine with me, its nice outside." i said remembering the huge storm last night "its wet and muddy." he said as he laughed and looked up at me "its still nice" i said i then laughed and grabbed my bag with whatever school supplies that was in it and waited for him.

He grabbed his things and walked over to the door by me and unlocked it. He yelled goodbye to his mom and i said bye and then he locked his door and we left. We trudged throught the muddy wet grass and the drops that fell on us from the trees we walked under. The first half of the walk was quiet and awkward, the other half we spent laughing and joking over everything. When we got to the school and seen everyone we were quiet again. People took turns staring at us as we walked together and then separated as i went to Alex and he went inside. "what was that about?" asked Alex with the giddiest smile in the world. "what?" my answer came out blunt and short, i knew what she ment but didnt want to tell, or at least go into detail, no bad memories right now, i want to put on a happy face and push through, like always.

"you came to school with him? what happened?" she said prodding for every detail that i simply did not want to give. "i stayed at his appartment last night." i said blankly out of no where she smiles this huge weird smile and said "gimmie every detail!!!!!" great. just lovely.  The bell rang for use to go inside. "youll tell me later?" she said with a hopefull look "as much as possible" i said. This should be fun.