Barely Breathing || Larry Stylinson

Letters to Louis-Louis' pov

I woke up feeling ill, i decided to go make myself a cup of tea in hope that would make me feel better, i turned on the kettle and put the tea bag, in my favourtie mug and added 2 sugars, i sat down sipping the tea, while flicking through the morning, tv, when i heard the post arrive, to be honest ever since, Harry had gone, i'd never been the same, what if he did fall out of love with me, what if i wasn't what he wanted?

I pushed those thoughts to the back of my mind, and went to get the mail, i sat back down on the sofa and looked for harry's letter, i opened, it and started reading...

Dear my LouBear, 

OF COURSE I STILL LOVE, YOU, YOU IDIOT, ignore managment ok! I love you more than anything lou and you know that. My nightmares have stopped now thankfully, lately i've been dreaming about you, and when i'll be able to see you again, i hope sometime, soon Lou, this is breaking my heart being without you! I saw the trends on twitter, i love the way our fans know that we're togehter without us having even told them! I miss you guys so much, tell the guys that im fine, and i'm trying to find  a way to come back home, but they're got security all around the outside, i have to post you're letters at 1 in the morning, when they're all asleep! DONT GET ENGAGED TO EL!! you can marry me instead!!! And no i haven't cut again but i really want to, without you hear i mean what's the point in living x I love baked beans, we can be baked beans togehter! as long as we dont get eaten! x And Lou, you saved me from a darker place, you know without you i would of been long gone, you;re the reason my heart is still beating, i love you so much Lou! x What phone did you get, and when i get out of here, i'm gonna burn that case and get someone to engrave my phone with ''I SUCK LOUIS' DICK'' ok well maybe i wouldnt do that, but i'd do something like that anyways! i had to tell managment that i was no longer in love with you, which obviously i am, but they brought it and  said they would let me home earlier than planned!! I wish i could eat nutella with popping candy in it, but i dont have a lot of food, since managment suply's that! are you guys, recording anyof the new songs, or what!! Oh and Lou what are they goign to do about the Interview, am i going to beable to come, or is it going to be just you 4!! i miss you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooomuch, Louis, i really do!!

Lou, i have to go now as the door, just opened and im pretty sure, its goign to be one of the guards and if he sees this im dead love you, so much Lou, never forget that babe!!

Forever yours, 

Hazzabear.

Ps sorry for the stain on the paper i was eating a crumpet when i was writting this and the butter, dropped on to the paper, love youuuuuuuu

Hazzabear xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I feel a smile spread across my face as, i finish reading the letter, the paper does smell a bit like butter, i stick it in the box labbelled 'Until we meet again' i would put them all on my fridge, but people from the office usually come and if they saw that, i wouldn't be here to send any letters!! 

I grab a pen and a piece of paper and start writting, 

To my HazzaBear, 

Im glad, to here you still love me because honestly if you didn't my heart would break into a thousnad pieces that would be unable to be fixed, and believe me im trying to ignore managment its just so hard!, im glad to here you're nighmare's have stopped, i get worried about you when i hear you're scared! It is amazing how our fans know that yes, but to be fair they can't keep us apart forever, Haz! I''ve texted the guys, to say that you're ok, and might be coming home soon! EEEK! i hope you are Harry! Im glad you haven't cut Harry, jus remember i'm here for you, despite wha they say! You know there are milllions of reasons why you need to be alive, the main one being if you weren't then neither could i. Im glad o here you lovebaked beans, and i will make sure we never get eaten ever!  You really should engrave your phone with I SUCK LOUIS DICK, it would be halarious! YOu told managment what!! as long as it's not true i dont care, Harry i love you too much to care! x I'll send you some now!! and no be havent been recording the new songs, we've been having a little break! ait be a LOT better with you tho, i just want you here with me! And about the interview, its just going to be us 4, but i have an idea, i love you to harry, i really do!!!!!!!!!!!! you have guards, woah!! love you too, NEVER forget that! 

Forever your's 

LouBear 

Ps, sorry aobut the chocolate spread in the middle of the page, but i told you i'd send you some!! Love youuuuuuuu more, 

LouBear, 

as i wrote the address, on the front of the envelope, an idea occured to me, all i had to was wait....

A/N, sorry but clifhanger! im going to be writting the next chapter, now so it should be up by monday! the dedication is for BeautifulNightmare2 because she is the best wattpad, user ever! go read her fanfiction called the pen-pal project, honesly you won't regreat it, she is just amazayn!!  she was also the reason i made this fanfic and she was the one who got me to do the Word to comment (wtc).anyways as you know  usually leave you with a story, but this time you get 2 :D so on friday i was at school and in geogrpahy, i walked in and on the board, sir had wrote, in big letters PROBLEMS WITH THIS WORLD, and one-five under neath it and each bullet point had like a main probelm to do with this world and number 4 was MANAGMENT!! so i was like oh my god, we are going to be talking about how horrid one direction's managment is and basically having a mahoosive fangirl attack, but it turned out that it wasn't about one direction at all :'( and the second story, so in ICT we had ot creat an advert for any product we wated, i chose our moment, and the background was Niall, so when sir came to look at my work, i asked him what i could do and this is what he said " *points to niall* so who is this person, is he a model or what!" and i went "Oh he's no one really he's only 1/5 of the biggest boyband in the world, no big deal" I dont think sir liked my sarcasm , but hey ho!