Barely Breathing || Larry Stylinson

Part 3- Harry's Pov

Lou shut the door, and i was left alone, i took of t-shirt and put it one of the drawers, i looked own at my scars, a tear rolled down my cheek, i coudln't help it, all the memories flooded back to me...

(FLASHBACK)

"Harry you can't be with Louis"

"Why can't i, i love him?"

"You know why, Harry"

"I don't care anymore, Harry, you're going to behave or you know i'll just take Louis' away from you"

"you can't do that"

"Watch us"

"NO!"

"So.."

"Fine, i'll keep quiet"

"You know the rules, in 1 year, you can tell anyone, you wont be under our control, anymore, you'll be free to do what you like"

I went into one of the office's and took down, the silver box that contained all the stationary and odd bits from one of the shelves, i put it on the table and got out a screw driver, for the top desk draw, i got a sharpener out of the tin and put it back, taking the screwdriver to remove the tiny screw, that held the blade, to the plastic, i felt the cool metal on the palm of my hand, i rolled up my sleeve, and made 40 deep cuts, into my wrist, one for every month i loved Louis. 

I felt the sharp pain pierce through my skin and the warm blood trickle down my arm mixing into one big red puddle, i lay they're my head against the door, wanting to be saved....

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I closed my eyes, i never wanted to relive it, i only wanted one thing. Louis. I got up from the sofa and went downstairs to the kitchen, and made drinks for everyone, i new what everyone would of wanted, as i spent most of my live with them, I took out the orange juice, Grapefruit juice and 2 bottles of water, Niall, Liam and Zayn would all have the orange juice, i think they're was enough left, to make 3, me and louis would have grapefruit juice, it was our favourite had been since i could remember, and Lani and El would have the water, they were both on crazy diets, i remember when i first met El she told me she never used lipgloss in case they're was calories in it,i think she's not that obsessive now but still,  lets just say she's a twig whos just waiting to be snapped. 

I got a tray from the cupboard, i knew where his kitchen like it was the back of my hand, i put the glasses carefully on to the silver tray, and went outside, trying to hide my arms.

"Who wants a drink"

"HARRY!"

"Hey Lou!" 

I put the drinks on the side and did a cannonball in, i noticed a photographer in the corner, it didn't bother me tho, i mean as long as i had Lou who cared, Eleanor, or as i called her, Eleawhore, ran out to get something from her handbag, that left me around 10 minuets, without her. 

I felt as if, Lani was staring at me i didn't know why tho, but then again i did, i ran out of the pool, and into the house,i saw Lou following me, i ran upstairs and into his room, i heard the door open and Lou came in...

"Hey HazBear"

"Hey Boobear" 

"Why you run of like that, babe?" "Oh"

"Look, the sooner we we can be together i can put this behind me, i love you Lou"

"I love you too, Haz"

I pulled on a t-shirt from one of the compartments in his wardrobe, i've always wondered why Lou loved me, i mean he deserved someone better than me, a tear rolled down my cheek.

"Hey Harry, its ok, you know, come on, we'll get through this"

Louis, pulled me tight and kissed my lips, i let out a sigh of relief, i felt his soft lips brush against mine,making me feel like a teenage girl, I pulled away and looked Lou in the eye...

"Come on lets go..."

I grabbed Lou's hand only letting go when we got outside, in case the photographer was there, but he'd all ready gone, so had Lani, but Eleanor, Zayn, Liam & Niall stayed behind. 

"Look Lou, I'm going to go, you don't want me to be here anyway, so yeh i've called a cab"

"Ok, El, thank you"

"Bye, Guys"

"Bye Elbeard!"

"Bye Niall"

"Right, Lou, i think you and harry need you're alone time, so were going to go!"

"Ok, Zayn!" 

"Bye. guys"

"Byeeeeeee, tell perrie to text me, that photo she posted on facebook of her new flower crown is fabulouis"

"Louis, you're gay is showing!"

"Bye Guys!"

We were alone....