The Park Bench (A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 22: Kamryn Hope

Chapter 22: Kamryn Hope

 [Niall's POV]

The moment she came in and I saw her. Oh how much I wanted to hug her. I have this urge to grab her in my arms, hug her and just stay like that for God knows how long.

With just one glimpse on her eyes, everything we did together, every time we spent together, came passing through my mind.

I don't know if she feels the same because she breaks the eye contact and just looks around. I know I have a new girlfriend now, but maybe being friends with her wouldn't be that bad. Plus, we could become close again as before.

"You two okay?" Harry asks. I don't know if I'm okay, but maybe I'm not. I have a lot of things tingling inside my body. 

"I-uhm- yeah.." I stuttered nervously. She sat in the dining table and just stared on the fruits. 

Does she still have feelings for me? Like I do? Well, I do still have this feelings for her. I moved on, I'm done with her, but when I saw her again, one percent out of one hundred came back. My love for her. But I don't want to cheat with my girlfriend now. I want to be a loyall boyfriend. Besides, my best mate has her already and it's impossible for me to get her back. 

Me and Harry followed her and joined the other lads.

"Jade...you okay? You've been staring at the fruits for quite a while now." Harry asks concerned. I can see he really fell for her. He's always concerned, he cares about her, and what hurts is that they even look perfect together.

"Oh yeah...Hi Niall!" She greets with a smile. I can sense that it's a fake smile. Why is she doing this to me? We could be atleast friends.

"Hey Jade!" I greet back returning the smile. We had conversations here and there, and oh how I missed her.

"Tell me something about yourself, Niall." She grins. I know she knows everything about me. She's just doing that so it won't look awkward.

 "Well, uhm...I live in Mullingar, Ireland. I am touring with my best mates. And, uhm...I love my life." I answered without leaving the smile. She smiles then nods as she started talking with Harry again.

I missed her smile. The smile I melt in to. The smile that reassures me that everything will be okay. I missed the way she nods her head, I miss the way her hair smells so lovely, I missed the way she would always peck. But most of all, I missed Jade Carter.

Ughh...fuck you feels, for appearing at the wrong time. No, I can't love her again. No it's impossible. Or is it?

I'm feeling lonely. Alone. The lads are talking with their girlfriends, Harry with Jade. I need someone else too.

I got my phone and quickly texted Rhea.

Hey Rhea! Mind if you come here? I'm getting bored.

I pressed the 'send' button, slip it in my pocket and went to our patio. I remembered when I used to go to my patio back at my flat at Ireland.

I remebered spending the night with Jade. I look at the dark blue sky, admiring the stars glisten. Me and Jade used to lay on the grass at my patio whilst staring at the sky.

I enjoyed the breeze having contact with my skin. Until I realized Rhea didn't text back yet.

I went back inside to find Harry and Jade snuggling around.

"Can you stop the PDA?" I requested slightly annoyed.

They both look up at me, with their crimson faces, and chuckles.