The Park Bench (A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 25: Dandelions

Chapter 25: Dandelions

I don't know if he still feels the same way as I do for him. And I don't even know what would the reaction of Harry be if I tell him about this. I don't want to upset him, neither do I want to lie to myself.

Me and Niall stayed next to each other for the past hours.

Should I admit to Niall that I still like him in many ways? Should I tell him every detail of what I feel towards him? Should I stop my relationship with Harry?

I really don't know. But I am sure that I have to make up my mind as early as possible before things get worse than it already is.

"Niall?..." I mumbled softly not wanting to disturb him. Through the years, I thought I already moved on. I even tride proving it to myself. But it just goes to show, that I can't let him go that easily.

"Mhmmm?" he mumbled back as we laid down on my bed with our eyes closed. I never thought that we would meet again and be as close as we are like before.

"Do you still remember when we were together back when we were at Ireland?" I said reliving every moment I spent with him the moment I was there.

"Ofcourse?.." He replied back. More like questioned back as if saying 'well duh?'.

"Do you want to bring back those moments?" I asked as my lips started curling up into a smile. I don't know why, but hearing myself say that was a really nice feeling.

"I guess you haven't sobered up yet." He said with some giggles here and there. Haha, he must think that I'm joking, when I'm clearly not.

He is now sitting down on my bed next to me while staring deep into my eyes. I looked back up at him the way he did.

"You're not serious, right?" He said giving emphasis to 'not'. He gave me a blank expression making it hard for me to read his mind or stuff like that. I don't know if he was happy? Scared? Or whatsoever.

"Uhm...what if I say.." I stopped as I sat down facing him and continued "I am serious?"

I searched for his expression and I saw something through his eyes.

Hope.

"Jade... are you okay? Are you feeling well?" He started feeling my head and neck to check if it was hot or something like that.

"Yes, I am. How would I prove it?" I smiled at him while batting my eyelashe at him.

"Uhm...." He started thinking which seems like forever. And I don't want to wait right now.

"What about-"

I cut him off by kissing his lips. It was not rough nor hard, but it was soft and passionate. And through that kiss, that's when I realized I reall really need him in my life. And I am a hundred percent sure about it.

"A kiss?" i cotinued as we broke apart. He gave me a smile and just nodded.

"Yeah, I think that will do." He replied. We started talking about things that could possibly happen once we get back together and tell it to the boys.

Either they can be happy about it... or not. They could go all ballistic about Niall stealing me from Harry. Or they could just give us the silent treatment. Too many things to ponder about.

Will Harry still be friends with me when he finds out about this? What if he was the person in my dream that did that to Niall. Will he be a different Harry that I never met? Will he even notice me after everything?

Stop it Jade! You're overthinking.

My conscience yet again interrupted me.

No I'm not overthinking. I'm just wondering what could happen. I replied back to my conscience.