Detention//C.H. (Book 3)

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Jen Tovar Leon's POV

Did he just say what I think he said?

I love you...

Honestly I'm probably overthinking this...

He obviously didn't mean that, I mean, really. We've only known of each other's existence for about a month now.

So, there's no way he could already love me.

"Um.." He mumbles, at a loss for words.

"I'm sorry, can we resume this another time? I just remembered I need to help my dad fix his truck.." He lies.

"Uh yeah, of course, sure. Just text me whenever." I say, trying to hide the disappointment in my smile.

"Thanks." He leans down and pecks my lips before nervously rushing down the steps.

Okay seriously what the hell was that?

I was right, I guess. He didn't mean what he said. But the thing is, I don't know whether to feel bad about it, or good about it.

On the good side, I'm relieved he didn't mean it cause then I won't have to get myself into any serious commitments or anything. But at the same time, I kind of wanted him to
say that he meant what he said. Just because I'd feel more loved.

I'm overthinking again. This isn't what should be in my head right now. I'm 17. What should be in my head right now is studying for tests and exams, doing my homework, and getting good grades. Not about if my boyfriend loves me or not.

It's only been a month.

What if the reason he doesn't love me is because I didn't want to lose my virginity yet..

Wow, seriously? Come on, Jen! You know that's not the case.

I decide to take a nice, relaxing, shower to clear my head before my parents get home and I have to tell my mom about Calum.

I also think it's in my best interest to tell my mom about Calum. It seemed like something I needed to do just because she was my mother.

But now, I think I should do it because I'll have someone to talk to about all this relationship drama. Someone with experience, who knows what certain hand gestures and body language mean.

After stripping myself of my clothes and turning on my shower playlist, consisting of mostly Twenty Øne Piløts, Panic! At the Disco, and Halsey, I hop into the warm water.

Washing my hair and body, I can't escape the thoughts that sneak their way into my head.

But what if mom hates the idea of me having a boyfriend? What if she makes me break up with him? Or what if she asks to meet him and then doesn't like him when she does?

But then again, have you ever known anybody to hate Calum?

Yeah, Mr. Darnet.

Um you do realise he's a dumb teacher who hates everyone, right?

Why am I arguing with myself?

I don't know, why are you?

Lol shut up ahahah

Okay I really need to stop this.

After washing my face and body, I rinse and step out of the shower, grabbing my towel.

Suddenly I hear footsteps coming up the stairs and immediately freak out.

My parents aren't supposed to
be home until tomorrow, Calum just left, who's in my home?

My door is opened and I panic, turning around because I'm only
covered in a towel.

However, apparently Calum doesn't notice that as he rushes over to me, grabs my face, and kisses me with so much passion.

I know I should pull away since my towel will drop any second now, but I don't. The kiss is just too good. I wouldn't even mind if my towel dropped anymore.

And suddenly, all my questions from earlier are answered.

What if mom hates the idea of me having a boyfriend?

She'll just have to deal with it.

What if she makes me break up with him?

Then I guess I'll just have to lie to her and do some sneaking around.

What if she asks to meet him and then doesn't like him when she does?

Who doesn't like Calum??

We pull away, both out of breath and smiling the widest we've ever smiled.

Calum looks down and notices the only pieces of clothing between my chest and his are his shirt and my towel.

"Holy shit..." He mumbles, eyes widening.

"Hey!" I bring his chin up so he's not staring down my towel at my chest anymore.

"Sorry.." He blushes.

I just laugh it off and smile.

I know it's kinda early, but..what if I actually love him?

Guys I'm starting dieting again tomorrow and I'm actually kind of excited which is weird. I'm losing 10 pounds a week which is really good!! If you wanna know what diet it is, just comment or message me and I'll let you know. Anyway, I tried really hard on this I'm sorry. Love you guys!!

~Abby

Written: -5.8.16
Published: -5.17.16