Divergent no war 2

Chapter 25

Tobias' POV

Recap:" I'm sorry"

The letter ends there. Nothing else on it but a small line that looks accidental at the end of 'sorry'. It looks unfinished, like she had limited time to write it. And all I'm doing is sitting in bed.

I come out of my daze and quickly get out of bed, throwing on a random shirt and pants. I take out a gun from the safe in our closet and put it in the waistband of my pants. I run to Teigons and see him laying on the bed with his eyes wide open. When he sees me, he starts to flap his arms and legs, a big smile on his face. I simply grab him and his diaper bag, leaving him in his footie pajamas. His arm rests on my shoulder as he looks around, analyzing his surroundings as I fast walk to the fridge to grab him a pre made bottle and applesauce to eat on the go.

I run to the control room, the diaper bag bouncing on my side. It's seven in the morning, which gives me about an hour before I need to go train the initiates. Although, I am supposed to train them, I'll most likely get Zeke to train them so I can figure out what's going on.

I sit down in my chair, putting Teigon on my lap, and log into the system. Some of the workers glance at Teigon, sometimes looking at the sharper looking edge in his right pajama leg, the metal making a weird form through the fabric. I hand him his bottle to keep him occupied and so he can eat while I start searching for Tris. As I go through the camera near our apartment, I notice that pretty much all of them are black. The screen blank.

I check other cameras, but all of them are blank. All of them.

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I'm down at the training room, Teigon on the floor in front of me, the initiates working on punching bags, and me waiting for Zeke. I'm constantly in motion, not able to keep still. I'm either pacing, shifting, or running my hands through my hair. I'm too anxious to really help the initiates. Balancing in the middle of sanity. 

I know the initiates are giving me weird stares, and I'd usually snap at them, but I don't care right now. My stomach growls, or maybe it's Teigon gurgling, I can't tell the difference anymore. But I can't eat- I won't eat- until I find Tris. I'm not going to waste more time then I have to.

I know it will be hard, and I may get hurt along the way, but I will do whatever it takes to find Tris. I will keep looking until I find her, and my feet hurt from all the walking and running. I can get shot along the way for all I care. As long as I find Tris.

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Boom. I'm pretty sure this was on time, and if it isn't, it's still progress. But I'm doing better, schools almost out, I'm close to being away from all the crap and horrible friends. I went to Hot Topic yesterday and got a shirt that says "I mourn the deaths of fictional characters", A tank top that says "Books are better than boys", and a shirt that says "Halsey". And now I'm broke and dead. But it was totally worth it. Like and comment as you please. Love you initiates! 

QOTD: what/ who is the next concert you are going to that you know of?

A: I'm going to Panic! At the Disco in July but I might go to G-EAZY a little before that, also in July, if I can get someone to go with me. I was going to go to Halsey, but I can't anymore... I'm not sure when the I heart radio music festival is, but that is a new tradition for my dad and I to go to in Vegas, so I'll be going to that also.

SOTD: Broods 'Evergreen' album