Chapter 11: Fire.

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*****Harry's POV*****

"As if things couldn't get any worse, my freaking ex boyfriend and current boyfriend are in 10 God damn yards of each other." She was absolutely frantic.

It took me a moment to realize that she said current boyfriend. She had a boyfriend? Of course she would. She was perfect, who wouldn't want that.

She looked over at me and I tried as hard as I could to not show how surprised and in raw pain I was but I guess I couldn't help it. I saw her face turn to pure stone as she looked at me and I felt more horrible than ever.

"I-I need to get home now. Get me the fuck out of here Marie." Her voice was serious and in pain. I don't think I've ever see her so worried and scared before.

"Okay. Ill go tell Bill. Just stay here." The girl left with a quickness. She was gone before I could blink.

"Why?! Why now?! Just why?!" Jess cried as she slammed her fist into the table.

"Jess calm down." Liam said trying to console her.

"This was not supposed to happen! I was supposed to live a nice normal, drama free zone life."

"No one saw this coming Jess." Liam said.

"I did." A tear slipped through and it broke me to see her cry again. "I keep tabs on you guys. I always have since I left. I know where you are and when at all times. how do you think I avoided all the times you were here? You think I didn't plan this? I tried to keep you out of my life as long as I possibly could but obviously I couldn't even keep that steady in my life." Her words stung. She was full of hurt. I could hear it in her voice.

All of the eyes fell on me. I could see the boys look down at the ground, feeling sorry. Her words weren't for them. They were for me. The guy who broke her heart.

"Listen I didn't mean to let it come out like that I'm sorry I don't-"

The door opened and I saw the girl, Marie, and Jess' boss again.

"No. You meant it." My mouth moved but I couldn't stop myself. "Keep yelling Jess. If it'll make you feel better. Everyone knows who you're yelling at! Go ahead!" I yelled back just as much.

"Excuse me?!" I could see the fire in her eyes. The anger she had towards me.

"You heard me."

"That's enough." Jess' boss stated.

"Wait.." Marie said stopping him.

"Okay." Jess said. "You want it? Here it is. I cant stand you! I can't even believe I'm in the same God damn room as you right now. You didn't just hurt me Harry! You broke me. I don't even know who I am anymore. So yeah I tried to forget. I tried to put it all past me and think to myself, 'hey! Just another jackass down the road I was bound to deal with.'"

"Deal? You call this dealing?! You can't deal! I remember reading a letter from someone who couldn't deal with her problems. You ran away Jess! You can't blame me for that!" I could feel my face turn red.

"You wanna talk about dealing? I remember a whole lot of anything but dealing from you. You ran away too Harry. Hell it might not have been in the literal sense but you still ran. So dont tell me about how I can't deal Harry." I saw it. I saw exactly what I did to her. It was now her turn to lay it on me. "And you ran because you were afraid of something you felt. So what was it Harry?! What the hell were you feeling inside you that you couldn't deal?! Would it be shame? Guilt.. Were you scared Harry? What the hell was it?!"

"I love you!" I yelled back. I heard the gasps and saw the shock on everyone. Even a smile or two from people who thought it was long over due that I confessed. "I fell in love with you, Jess."

Her eyes were shocked and for a moment I swore I almost saw her happy crying face. Almost as if she was getting that closure she needed. That all changed in a moment and that rage was back along with annoyance.

"Love me?" She scoffed. "Love?" She barley choked the word through her clenched teeth. "You loved me so much right? You just loved me so much that you hurt me. If I'm not making myself clear now then I never can; after this is over I never want to see you again Harry. Ever." Again her words stung but this time I could tell she was going on more than anger. She was just fighting fire with fire.

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Aghhhhh so much drama I can't even deal with it and I'm the one writing it!!!! Hahaha :) hope you likey :)

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