Chapter 6: The Same

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"Hey Liam." I managed to say.

Before he said anything he sort of scooped me up into an awkward hug. It was nice and comforting but awkward.

I giggled.

"Hey." He said back.

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An hour passed but Liam and I were still talking. We had so much to catch up on and it was so great to hear how amazing the boys were doing and how much had changed in a year.

"You're seeing someone?" He asked.

"Yeah I am. He's great. Really really great and sweet. It's really steady and calm and I've never had that in a relationship before."

"That's great Jess." He smiled. He cleared his throat and his face got serious. "What are you gonna do about the rest of the boys?"

I felt mind boggled. I had no idea what I was going to do about the boys. I didn't know if I should let them in on my little old fashioned life again. But then again, the only one I was afraid to see again was Harry. what would I say in a situation like that? Where would the "normal" circumstances fall to when it came to him? "To be honest Liam... I have no clue. I don't know what I would say or how I would even begin to.. I'm scared."

I said drooping into my seat.

"You seemed fine with me." he quirked.

"Yeah..well.. you're not.." I drifted off in my thought.

"Harry."

"Yeah." I looked down embarrassed.

"Listen Jess, you'll be fine. we'll all be fine. There's nothing to worry about. All I know for sure is that.. Everyone misses you. A whole lot too. It's kind of been that way for a whole now. Not much has hanged Jess. We're all the same."

I pondered his request. I needed time to think about it all. Was I ready to see the boys? Was it something I should do? I needed to sleep on it. That's exactly what I told Liam too. I couldn't think straight while my head was so kabob-led from all of the unfortunate events that occurred today.

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My sleep was short and definitely not relaxing. I couldn't seem to stay asleep or even fall asleep for that matter. I was wrestling with myself inside my head. I just kept thinking about what to do. If I let Liam lie to his friends then it would eat him inside and I can't have that. He's so mushy and pretty inside. I was in it for the worst next few weeks of my life. But hey, what else is new? Yeah right........

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