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Sorry

Destiney wants to apologize to you Lovelies.

Destiney hasn't been completely open.

Destiney isn't sure how to say this yet.

But Destiney will try.

Destiney has been abused.

Destiney confirms it was mostly emotional.

Destiney had an abusive father.

He beat Destiney's Mom.

He did drugs.

He hurt Destiney.

He left for drugs instead of family.

Destiney won't go into detail.

Destiney is currently depressed.

Destiney has cut before.

Destiney is ashamed.

Destiney has given up.

Yet Destiney encourages you to follow a different path.

Destiney has grown a hatred for them-self.

Destiney is scared of them-self.

Destiney is scared of what Destiney can do.

Destiney just wants you all safe.

Destiney is not perfect.

But Destiney tries.

Really hard.

Destiney just wants you all happy.

Then Destiney will be happy.

Destiney has trust issues.

Destiney apologizes if Destiney doesn't trust you.

Or if Destiney stops talking to you.

Or if Destiney gives up on you.

Destiney has been tricked into believing you will abandon them.

Destiney is afraid you will leave or break a promise and Destiney will hurt.

So Destiney tries to cut off ties before you can do that.

Sometimes Destiney tries to extend your time together.

But Destiney will always hurt in the end.

So Destiney is sorry.

So I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I had to talk about myself like it was someone else to get it down.

I'm sorry I'm not strong enough for you all.

I'm sorry I don't have the answers yet.

I'm sorry I can't continue this.

Fucking shit I'm sorry.

- Destiney Is Sorry.