Random Shit And Updates

Thanks.

You all don't deserve hear any more of my shit than you've already endured, so I'll make this quick. I'm on the edge of giving up. I'm not gonna kill myself or anything. I'm just scared. I don't know what to do, and I'm at the point of contemplating cutting. I can't work up the courage to go and talk to Taylor, and Tulasi hasn't talked to me in over a week, so now I'm scared she's either dead or hates me, especially after our last conversation. I don't know what to do. If you've noticed my lack of involvement on here, it's because I haven't been on. Multiple panic attacks caused by the anxiety that everyone hates me. That the few safe places I have are deteriorating. Fuck I'm rambling again. Sorry, comes with doing poetry and shit. Anyways, thanks for everything, sorry if I don't end up coming back for a while, if ever. Bye. - Destiney

(Fitting this is the 66th chapter I've written, huh?)