My book of poems

All this time

Years have passed since the last time I saw your face

You probably forgot about me like all the others

Yet there hasn't been a day when I haven't thought about you

Those eyes that always looked so gentle

Those words you spoke seemed to mean more than meets the eye

Yet no one else noticed but me

The way you smile brings my heart to life

My face heats up every time you look my way

Even just a single glance seemed to do the trick

It's silly I know but I just can't stop thinking about you

Even after all this time you're still running through my mind

I've tried and tried to get rid of that feeling

The one that makes my heart ache

The only that leaves me in tears

It's amazing how I've known you so long

Yet these feelings only started to show when I knew I was leaving

I knew I would more than likely than not never see you again

It's been two years so far since I left

Two years I've been trying to forget

I bet you've never even though about me since the day I left

I'd be surprised if you even remembered my name

It hurts me to think that way

It cuts deep inside me and continues to push through

It remains something I will never forget

Even if I wanted to my heart would refuse to allow that

Neither my mind or my heart wants to face the truth

You're a demon

Something sent from hell to play with my heart

Everyone around me told me to stay away

That something just wasn't right about you

But I was drawn to that

The mysteries of someone whom I still know barley anything about 

I hate you for this

You messed with my emotions unknowingly

Made my heart race like a never ending roller coaster 

Made my mind dream up all these wonderful thoughts about you

I just wish it would all stop

It's a cruel trick to play on such a undeserving person

What did I ever do to you

Maybe they were all right

That I should have stayed away

Stayed away from someone who plays with fire

Even when I knew I'd get burned I still did it

I let you into my life without even thinking

I let my thoughts get corrupted and over run by you

But this all stops now

I've had enough with you

I don't care if I will hate myself for this later

I'm going to let my heart find someone who won't break it 

Who won't toy with it

I'll find my angel to save me from this hell 

So I guess this is my goodbye letter

Even if you read this you won't know It's me

And that's alright

The less you know the better

The better the chance I have of forgetting

So I guess It's the end

I finally found the light at the end of the tunnel

I'm finally free from your grasp

Note: Sorry if this one was super long and bad I was kinda just venting about someone I used to know scene I was a little kid and ever sense I moved away I couldn't stop thinking about him, it started to make me really upset after a while.  Even though it was a total ass there was just something about him that drove me crazy. But recently I found someone who has taken my heart and made me forget all about him, the guy I meet is literally an angel, I swear he is the most kind and sweet person I've ever meet. So I thought it would make a good poem, sorry if it turned out bad, my next update might next week sometime, I've got an assignment due in about three days and I haven't even started it. Warning don't be like me and ignore your assignments until the last minute, yet I'm probably never gonna learn to do them on time. Bye everyone!! thanks for reading my really bad poems.