*Ethan's POV*
I turned around and smiled. Not from joy. But, from anger. It's just, sometimes, after you've been through so much, all you can do is smile when you're mad.
It's a weird thing. But, sometimes, it just happens. I don't know if this happens to everyone, or if i am just going crazy right now because, Jayden is tearing apart my life right now.
Well, really it's Jayden and Grayson... What a good twin brother and girlfriend... Well, obviously not my girlfriend anymore... But, still.
I walked back to our apartment and slammed the door behind me. I walked over and fell on my bed. I stared at the ceiling and shook my head.
Soon, I heard my door open. I looked up and it was Jayden. I didn't say anything though. I didn't have anything to say to her. I just let her talk.
"Ethan. You know I love you... But, it's just so hard... These past few weeks, have been so stressful. The only thing is, I'm scared. I feel like, if I go back to you, I'll get hurt again... I don't want that... I think we will always have this bond and always love each other. But, I think we should just take a little rest for now. At least until all of this dramatic crap passes over... Is that okay?" she asked and I smiled again.
"You know, we will always be family. Family fights sometimes. We just have to learn to live with it. We'll do just fine here. Don't worry." I replied and she hugged me. Then, she sat up and walked out of the room, closing the door behind her.
I then, got off of the bed. I walked into Jayden's room and headed to her bathroom.
"What are you doing Ethan?" she asked and I walked past her. I grabbed a razor out of her bathroom and walked back to my room.
I threw the razor on the ground, hoping that the blade would pop out. But, it didn't... I then, worked my finger around the blade to pop it out and it fell on the floor.
"Let me in now, Ethan!" Jayden yelled from the locked door.
"Please! Don't use that blade!" she yelled louder as I heard Grayson's voice. Then, I heard him banging on the door.
That's when I put the blade to my wrist and started to cry. I don't cry much. But, I really could care less if Jay and Gray saw me that way.
They didn't care about me before... Why would they start caring now?
*Grayson's POV*
I yelled loudly and banged my fist on the door. I looked down at Jay and her eyes were filled with nervousness. I then, started to back up.
Right before I went for the door, I looked down at my hand. All of the knuckles on my right hand were bloody as could be. This gave me enough energy to run at the door.
I ran at the door and knocked it down. I looked up from the ground and I saw Ethan. I got to him quickly and tried to take the blade out of his hand.
But, he wouldn't let go of it, and it cut my hand. I let out a small yell and Jayden came over. She wrapped her arms around Ethan. He fought her back the whole, entire time.
"Ethan. Please stop." she said with a small cry. Then, he let go of the blade and stopped fighting her back.
She held his head close to her and wouldn't let him go. This was the first time I had actually seen Ethan cry for real. He was truly upset, and it was because, of me. It was all my fault...
I felt so guilty watching them cry together. I was also jealous, though. I know! I'm a jerk. I'm a terrible brother! But, I can't tell them the truth now...
I'll lose Jayden, and Ethan will stop talking to me. I just can't tell them the truth. I just, can't...
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Please Read:
I'm so sorry for not updating a lot. But, no worries because, I'm gonna get that crap under control.So, you guys need to remember Kyla from now on because, she'll be back! But, now you guys also know that Grayson and Kyla planned to split up Ethan and Jayden...
But, I also wanted to tell you guys that I read a book today. It only took me about 1 and a half hours to read.
It's an Ethan Dolan Fanfic and I cried uncontrollably. You guys should go check it out. It's called Prisoner.
Author: @oreolovinq
Please go check out that book! It was so good!
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FanfictionJayden has a terrible life... Not only is she abused at home. (Not by her parents, But, by her Aunt.) But, she is also bullied and beat up at school, almost everyday... Not by girls, by guys. Two guys. The most popular guys in school. Jayden is very...