Jayden's POV*
I woke up in Grayson's arms, on the couch. I looked around and Ethan was sitting in a chair at the kitchen table. He was staring at the counter in front of him.
I tried to get up and I almost woke Grayson up. I got up and walked into the kitchen. Ethan didn't say anything. I could tell he didn't want to talk.
I walked up behind him and rubbed his back. Well, I did until he pushed my arm off. I sighed and he still didn't speak.
"Ethan... I know you're mad at me. But... we're still family. You can't be mad at me forever." I said and he looked over at me.
"I don't want to talk to you..." he said turning his head back, towards the table again. Then, I sat down beside him. But, he kept staring forward.
"Ethan! You know I love you. But, just because we're not together right now, doesn't mean you start hating me! We are family! We stay together! Either learn or leave!" I said sternly and his eyes got bigger.
"You don't even realize how hard this is for me! I'm having to live as if nothing is going on, while my ex girl is fooling around with my twin brother! Do you know what that feels like! Do you even know what it's like to hurt?!" he yelled, and I didn't know what to say.
He didn't realize what he had just said...
"It must be hard, being that freaking stupid!" I yelled back and started walking away. But, I was stopped by him holding on to my arm.
"I'm sorry... I didn't-" he said and I cut him off.
"You beat me up, just about 27 million times! You have called me names that are unbelievable! You have told me to kill myself over 20 thousand times! You were one of the reasons, that I have multiple scars on my body! And yet! Here I am, trying to get you to not be mad at me! I forgave you for making my life miserable for years! But, you're struggling to forgive me, just because, I like your brother! But, hey! That's not even the worst part! It's not even my fault that we split! So, think again, buddy!" I said and I got out of his grip.
I ran into my room and I didn't let him in. Instead, I laid face down on my bed. About 5 minutes later, the door finally opened.
It was Grayson. He sat down on my bed, beside me.
"Listen, Beautiful... Ethan didn't mean to hurt you. He's just upset." he told me and I shook my head.
"Well, that's stupid! He brought this upon himself... He hurt me so many times, and I forgave him. But, he flips out on me for this one mistake... and it's not even a mistake!" I said mad and he nodded his head.
He didn't know what to say. It honestly made me feel a little bad.
"I'm sorry." I said. I could notice that he felt bad.
"You aren't the one who's supposed to be sorry. There was a few times that we could've accidentally killed you!" he said raising his voice.
"Like when?" I asked and he shook his head.
"I've beat you up! I could've easily killed you. One blow to the head, and you'd be out!" he said and I nodded.
"But, you didn't... Listen. We're getting off of topic..." I said and he looked over at the door.
"I know. But, anyways, just don't think about him right now. Just don't even listen to it. You've made a great point. So, if he says anything, you tell him it's ridiculous how he's beaten you up a million times, and you forgave him. But, you make one mistake and it's all over. That's not fair and you need to let him know that." he said and I but the inside of my mouth, and I nodded.
I walked out of the bedroom and into the kitchen. Ethan was still sitting there, staring at the counter.
I didn't say anything. I just sat on the opposite side of him and stared him down. He was avoiding me. He tried not to look at me.
But, when he did, I was still staring him down.
"Why are staring at me like that?" he said, weirded out. I didn't say anything at first.
"Why are you so mad at me?" I asked and he dropped his head into his crossed arms, sitting on the table.
"I love you... and you don't even care..." he said making direct eye contact.
"How do you know I don't care?" I asked and he smiled a fake smile, shaking his head.
"You are getting closer and closer to Grayson, right in front of me! It used to be all about you and me... Now it's all changed... It's all about you and Grayson now. I have a deep love for you... But, it's slowly fading because, I've finally realized that I'm waisting my time with you! You! Are not loyal! I do love you. But, I don't even care now... You stopped caring about how I feel. So, I guess I did the same..." he said and I didn't know how to respond. So, I just shook my head, and walked back into my room.
A tear fell down my cheek, and I closed the door. I put my back up against the door, and slid down it, slowly.
Ethan was right. I wasn't loyal... That wasn't right for me to act like I was, with Grayson, in front of Ethan.
But, then again, he wasn't loyal to me either, and Grayson hasn't done anything wrong. Grayson's actually helped me get through Ethan's drama...
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