Our Love

What happened?

Cal up top

Shawna pov

I sat and watched Jessica pull on shit while i picked up after her. This baby was very energetic and i was tired of keeping this house clean. I didn't want to leave it a mess when Andrea came back, but this child Lord. She started crying out of nowhere and i jumped up to get her.

"Whats wrong little baby?" Iasked. She kept crying and i didnt understand why. I had never really watched a child before. She started screaming and i really started to freak out. the front door opened and my heart dropped. what if that dude was back. I didnt know how to fight he might kill us.

"Andrea why is my baby screaming." I heard a woman voice call out and feet walking fast. "Andr.." she stopped talking when she saw me. She instantly gabbed her baby and hit my ass.

"Wait. stop." We both looked over to the opening of the living area and saw Andrea and Cal.

"Andrea you know her?" The lady said.

"Yeah." Andrea said. I quickly moved to Cal. I was ready to go the fuck home real shit now.

"Why the fuck would you leave my baby with a stranger. I dont fucking know her. Imma beat yo ass!" I wanted to get the fuck out of here.

"Mrs. King. Listen its not Andrea's fault." Cal said.

"Cal you need to leave." The lady said.

Andrea pov

"Where this nigga at?" Alice asked as we pulled up to the place she thought he was. I stayed quiet. I was ashamed and ready to kill this nigga.

"Aye is that him?" Cal asked. I looked quickly and got out the car. I knew t was his ass. I didnt car if the cops saw me i was killing this fool right now!

"Andrea." Alice ran up to me and she stooped me. I didnt know i had tears rolling down my face until she started to wipe them. She kissed my face and i felt better.

"Shorty i got you." She pulled her gun out and we both bomb rushed him. He was dead within seconds. We ran to the car and Cal sped off back to my house. Soon as we pulled up i heard screaming. I got out quick and saw my mom hitting Shawna.

"Wait! Stop." I yelled. My mom looked over at me like i was crazy.

"Andrea you know her?" she asked.

"Yeah."

"Why the fuck would you leave my baby with a stranger. I dont fucking know her. Imma beat yo ass!" I was so tired of my mom. She didnt love me anymore. I know she sees how beat up i look and she worried about Jessica!

"Mrs. King. Listen its not Andrea's fault." Cal said.

"Cal you need to leave." My mom looked mad as hell and i wanted everybody to leave also.

"Cal just go." I said.

"Come on Cal." Shawna said. she was pissing me off. she needed to grow up big time.

"Get the out!" My mom yelled. Cal kissed my cheek and him and Shawna left. I sat down on the couch and before i knew it i felt pain hit my face. I started to cry hard.

"Asia! I got raped and you dont even car. Somebody came in here today and attacked me! I made sure your precious baby was safe though." I got up and went to my room i sated packing and let me tell you before i could get a shit in my bag my mom came in with a sad face. I paid her no mind. I kept packing all my shit. Fuck her!

"Baby girl im sorry listen i didnt know."

"Fuck you bitch." I didnt care for her anymore. Not one bit. Once i finished i grabbed my car keys and left. I pulled up at Alice house and walked right in. she lived with her grandmother which was always on vacation. Alice always let me stay here when i needed too. Her grandmother always told me to stay as long as i wanted. I went right up to the extra room the had. I wasnt in the mood for anything but a shower and sleep. I took all of my clothes of and got in the shower. I played my Pandora and cried. I slid down the wall and cried. I was hurt. I didnt feel the same and all i wanted was for my mother to give a shit.

"Andrea you good." I jumped when i heard Alice open the door.

"nigga im good the the fuck out." I said. She closed the door and i washed up and got in the bed. Everything will be ok.

Shawna pov

Ok now i see why people dont like me. Im too scary. Cal was going in on me.

"Shawn that shit is fucked up nigga."

"Cal i didnt know!" I said yelled back.

"You need to grow up or find a new homie shorty." He opened my car door and i looked at him in shock. Did he just say that?

"Cal what do you mean?" I asked.

"Exactly what i said." I didnt even look at me.

"Nigga you just gone leave me hanging like this? Is this really how you feel?" I yelled. Tears came fast that a rat trying to get the cheese. I couldn't take this shit. "Naw fuck this shit! Everybody wanna go around this bitch beating on me! and then leave me to the dogs. Naw nigga fuck you!" I got out the car and walked in my house. I was mad as hell. I was done trying to keep the peace and be the shy girl. I was tired. I knew people around here that would care just a little bit more about me then the fuck niggas i been with. I called my cousin Jamie and she answered the phone.

"Wasup lil nigga?" She asked.

"not shit i need in." she aint say shit. "hello?"

"Im sorry is the Shawna?"

"Stop playing.

"No you stop playing. when did you decide you were ready for this life style?"

"Today. Im tired of being walked over."

"Cool ill be by in an hour. Have on all black." I hung up and jumped in the shower. I combed my hair for once. I have always hated combing through this messy shit. I get the hair type from my mom and she doesnt do shit to hers either. I pulled it into a tight bun and threw on all black. I waited my the door out side. My dad wasnt here which was strange but i knew he would be here before i got back. My cousin pulled up and i got in her ride. Her face was hard as hell and i knew something was up but i didnt ask. We pulled up to the run down building with a few people on the outside.

"Aye Connie." people said hey to her and she nodes and kept it moving. Once we got to the boss man office i got scared all over again. Did i really want to do this shit?

"Aye boss shorty want in." Connie said. The man laughed hard and i looked at him confused.

"nigga why the fuck you laughing so hard?" I asked. I dont know where i got this from but i didnt have time to laugh with him. He stopped laughing and pulled his gun to my head. "DO it." I said. He looked at me hard and put his gun away.

"Alright be here tomorrow night at 11."

"Cool." Me and Connie walked out and back to her car.

"Nigga re you crazy or dumb?" She asked.

"what?"

"Why did you come at him like that. You could have been killed."

"So."

"Look shorty i know you tired of folks pushing you around but you are the one who allowed that."
"Whatever just drop me off." I told her. Was ready to see my father and ask about my mother.
"Naw you gotta stay at my house tonight?"
"Why?" I was confused
"Your father is in the hospital."
"What say that again?"
"He got hit."
"Why in the fuck am I just now hearing this? We gotta go to the hospital!" I was angry sad hurt.
"He's dead Shawna." She said lowly. What did she just say to me?
"What did you just say?"
"He's dead." I looked at her and I realized this wasn't a game. My father was dead and I didn't even get to say sorry or i love you....