Our Love

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Andrea pov

The weekend is over and im so glad that Alice with be back tonight. I missed my best friend. She called me every night and i told her all about what went down between me and Shawna. she laughed her ass off because she thought it was funny that i dominated Shawna and she's a stud. I shook my head and kept it pushing. I havent heard from Shawna and i even called Cal to see if her had heard from her and he did. He told me she was going to get in touch just give her time. I wasnt worried but i did want to know why i was asked to leave when i aint did shit to her. I pulled up at the school and saw Shawna out doing her usual which is making money. she seemed really happy, but aint no telling with her. I got out and went up to her. I neede to know why i was dissed the way i was.

"Shawna we need to talk." I said. Her shyness was showing.

"O-Ok." We walked to my car and got in.

"Why havent you called or told me wassup?" I wasnt mad i just needed to know what was going on. I was confused.

"Look im sorry. I just got scared and then i realized that i really wasnt ready and it made me feel less."

"Less?"

"Yes less. I dont know how to explain it, but i am sorry. I want to make it up if that's ok with you?"

"Sure, but look if you feel some type of way let me know instead of telling me bye. I do like you. I mean ever since i saw you for the first time i was stuck." she blushed and i kissed her. The kiss was so powerful. I didnt want to stop, but i knew we had better things to do than sit here and constantly kiss.

"Ok." she smiled and we got out the car. I headed to my spot and made some money then headed to class. I saw Shawna walking towards me and she smiled at me once she caught up we walked to class together in a comfortable silence.

.................

I jumped in my car so fast i hit my head in doing so. I was so ready to go home and lay in my bed. That's all i wanted. I sped home and walked in. My mom was here and thats unlike her. I went in the kitchen and saw her packing her things.  I was confused.

"Ma whats going on?" I asked. She jumped and looked like she was caught.

"Andrea i need to go. I cant do this anymore." She said.

"What the fuck you mean? What cant you do?"

"I cant be a mother. I just cant. Im tired and i want to live my own life!" Is she serious right now? I was pissed. How could she try to do this?

"You are a grown ass women. what the hell are you talking about? You cant just leave us!" I yelled. I started looking around for Jessica and my mom noticed.

"She's with her dad."

"Why?"

"You cant care for her so she's staying with him." 

"Yes i can and i will. she aint about to grow up around that crazy man." I was so done with her now. I got in my car and soon as i pulled up i saw  this nigga whooping my sister. I was done. I rushed out and had my gun to his head in over a second. He stopped hitting my Jessica and moved slowly around.

"Nigga im about to murk yo ass." I said calmly. I was pissed to the max!

"Aye look. im sorry just chill."

"Fuck no! She's a baby! Get her shit right fucking now!" I yelled.

I was so sad for my sister. I picked her up and bounced her. She was screaming so loud i started to cry. This baby didn't deserve this shit. He came out the house with her stuff and i mad him put it in my car.

"Nigga next time i wont be so nice." I said and get in the car still holding Jessica. I drove home and she was sleep before when we got back. My mom was gone and i saw a note on the fridge. I didn't feel like reading the shit so i kept walking to my room with Jessica in hand. Why does this shit keep happening to us? My phone started ringing and i answered without looking.

"Yeah?"

"You ok?" Shawna asked.

"No. Can you come over?" I asked.I didnt know if she would but i knew i needed someone to hold me.

"Sure. Ill be over in ten." She hung up and i waited for her. She got here in ten and i answered the door. I moved to the side so she could walk in. I grabbed her hand and led her to my room. 

"Whats wrong?" She asked.

"I need to be held. My mother just left us on our own." I said.

"What?"

Shawna pov

I called up Andrea because i wanted to maker up for the other day and when she answered the phone knew something was up. She sounded so sad.

"Yeah?" She answered. 

"You ok?" i asked with concern. I was worried.

"No. Can you come over?" I didn't hesitate. I told her i would be over in ten and that's  exactly where i am. 

  "I need to be held. My mother just left us on our own." she said

I looked at her confused. 

"What?"

"She left us." She repeated and started crying. I never thought i would see this. I wrapped my arms around her and held her tight. I know how she feels.