The Preacher's Daughter

Regret?

2 months later;

Demi

My first album, Here We Go Again, was released last month and my manager tried so hard to get me a tour. He started working on it before the album came out. I picked out my outfits and my setlist, he help make the stage. I was excited. 

I was going to be on The View this morning to talk about my tour, I was excited but nervous since it was live.

"Our next guest is a 18 year old singer who is taking the nation with her vocals. She goes on tour in two days starting with Hartford Connecticut. Give it up for Demi Lovato!" Joy introduced. I headed on stage. The crowd clapped for me and I waved to them. I hugged all the hosts and then I sat down, smiling.

"So congrats to you! You seem to be a role model to little girls but better yet, parents seem to dig you too!" Goldberg smiled, touching my leg.

I pulled a fake smile, "well, thank you!"

"So how are you feeling about tour? Are you excited?" Sherri Shepard asked. I nodded my head,smiling.

"I'm excited, but I'm also nervous...because it's my first tour ever and it's live, so I can't really start again. I'm really excited though...it's going to be amazing to see all my fans."

"You're really mature for you age." Elizabeth Hasselback complimented. 

"Aw, thank you!" I smiled, "I kind of had to grow up..it's a complimented story." I looked at the crowd. 

"I know you're tired of explaining this but we really need to make sure that you're okay because we love you. 2 months ago was your birthday, and your wrists made headlines. You're a beautiful girl." Goldberg looked at me. Things became seriously.

"I promise you that I'm okay. I wore these jelly bracelets the night before...and they were tight on me, I guess. I'm never wearing them again." I forced myself to smile.

"Good to hear!" Shepard hugged me, "So this album, Here We Go Again, it seems like all songs are about heartbreak. Is it about one boy or more?"

"Well...I was in a relationship with a guy for a while...and it turned out that he was using me...so I mostly got my frustration out from writing the songs like, "U Got Nothin On Me" and "Everytime You Lie" He hurt me...and I wanted people to relate...Then I met Nolan and that's when I wrote, "Everything Your Not." So songs like that, are mostly about him...but the sweet songs are for the guy I'm with right now." 

The crowd awed and clapped for me.

"What about 'Here We Go Again' the name of the album?"

"Um," I scratched my head, "that is also about the guy..." 

Joe.

I was watching Demi on tv. She wrote songs about me. I'm now curious. I turned off the TV and I grabbed my laptop and when on youtube. I typed in her album and a playlist popped up. I clicked it and it started playing.

I throw all of your stuff away then I clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart and ignore all your messages. 

I heard the boys coming down the hall and I shut the laptop quick.

"Hey Jo---" Aydan laughed, "were you watching porn because it's okay to us if you were. You didn't have to hide it."

I sighed, rolling my eyes, "what do you guys want?"

"Wanna go to the club and bang some girls?" Kae asked, adjusting himself.

I shook my head. I was getting tired of doing that every night. Is something wrong with me? "I just want to stay home tonight." the boys groaned.