Carry on (Supernatural)

I don't even know anymore

Charlie's POV
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I slapped my hand over my mouth realizing what I had just done. Sam and Cas were tomatoes. Amy was absolutely baffled and was staring at them.
Sam took a small step toward her and gently grasped her forearm.
"Amy I.."
He was cut off when Amy slid her arm away from him and began backing away.
"Amy please."
Sam begged in a low weak voice.
She turned and ran in the direction of her bedroom.
Sam and Cas turned to me. I was still shocked by what I had just done.
Cas and Sam clenched their jaws.
"Look what you just did Charlie!"
Sam yelled at me.
Cas sat down and buried his face in his hands.
"Sam, cas, I'm so sorry."
I said quietly.
Sam raised his voice to a loud terrifying yell as he towered over me.
"Oh your sorry!! Well that's just great Charlie."
I was about to say something back when the door opened.
Our heads whipped go see a stern faced Dean at the top of the stairs.
Sam sat began to walk towards him.
"Dean are you okay."
Dean glared at him.

"Shut up Sam."

"Dean, I'm just trying to-"

"I told you to shut up!!"

Sam scoffed and I slipped out of the room to make it to my own.
I already ruined enough life's today.
I was almost to my room when I heard footsteps.
I looked over my shoulder to see Dean walking about ten feet away from me.
His room was a little past mine so I tried not to think much of it.
I turned into my room and tried to close the door behind me when I felt a rough force push it open. I whipped my head around to see Dean push his way into my room. He slammed it shut behind him and locked it.
All the while not looking at me.
He made his way to the corner of the room and sat at the swivel chair at my desk and turned to face me. He looked up into my eyes as I stood there with a million thoughts rushing through me. I just knew I was about to get the talk about how he just wants to be friends and how I was like a sister to him. They were going to be painful words to hear but I forced myself to look into his bright green eyes. His face was blank, no clear emotion that I could go off of.

He cleared his throat and said gruffly.

"Is it true."

I was confused.

"Is what true?"

He began to look a little bit angry.

"Don't play dumb, is it true that you like me."

I almost wanted to lie to him and tell him that Cas didn't know what he was talking about. But I knew he would catch that lie sooner or later and would probably hate me for it.
I hesitated.
Dean stood up and took a couple steps toward me. And said through gritted teeth.
"Charlie I need you to tell me now."
He put a great deal of emphasis on the now.
I swallowed.
"Yes Dean it's all true."
I didn't want to see his face change to an angry scowl like I expected so I looked down at my feet. I could feel my eyes welling up.
"I'm sorry."
I finally decided to look up at him.
He was walking towards me.
I leaned back against the wall bracing myself to be yelled at.
He put an hand against the wall on either side of me trapping me between the wall and him and his lips pressed roughly against mine.
I was struck with surprise and kissed him back.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and broke the kiss.
He looked me in the eyes and smiled.
"Don't be sorry. I love you too."
Those words struck my heart and I felt my palms getting sweaty.
He saw me at a loss for words and chuckled.
"How long."
I blushed.
"Since high school."
He smirked.
"Me too."
I smiled and looked down at my feet.
"Goodnight Charlie."
He said as I sat on my bed.
My mind was still racing.
Dean made it halfway out of the door before stopping and sticking his head back around the door.
"Can I stay."
I blushed and nodded.
He grinned widely and lay down next to me stretching an arm around my shoulders. I spread an arm across his chest and closed my eyes.
"I love you Dean."
He planted a kiss on top of my head.
"I know."
He whispered as he lay his head back.
And I fell asleep.

Dean's POV
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I couldn't believe it. I was lying next to Charlie. She had already fallen asleep and was peacefully breathing in a steady motion.
I couldn't help but wonder why Sam and Cas were so upset earlier, but I could figure that out in the morning. As of now. I needed to sleep.
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I hope that wasn't too cheesy
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Lazarus