Girl Next Door- an Emblem3 story

"What am i doing?"

OMG guys it's been so long! I'm sorry! I have had so much school and sports, it's been busy. I love you all! Well here it is!

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Alexis's POV

I cried all the way home. I cried for three hours than fell asleep. When I woke up it was four o'clock. I didn't feel like going anywhere or seeing anyone. I just wanted to go home. Forget this summer. And live my life.

I haven't seen drew in awhile. I got up to go to the kitchen to get my phone. On the way there I heard a window slam shut and I froze. It can't be Drew cause he's at work. Who is in my house? I grabbed the umbrella next to me in the hallway and walked slowly to the kitchen. The window was just around the corner and I heard someone going through the drawers.

"Shit!" I jumped. It spoke. I couldn't tell who it was cause it was a whisper. They were obviously nervous cause they were trying to be quiet and things kept rattling or falling. I took a deep breath and turned the corner.

Just like that I was out like a light. Everything was black. My head throbbed and everything was gone.

Kimmys POV

"Wes your so great, I love you." He won't look at me. What is up. "Wes you okay babe. We can go back to my house if you would like"

"Kimmy, stop." I froze. "I can't do this. I like Alexis and hanging out with you is obviously hurting her." He is not getting away that quickly. I have a 'job' and even though it hurts I have to complete it. "Wes all she has done to you is hurt you. Don't you want someone that loves you?" He face dropped. Everything died. I saw anger in his eyes. He bit his lip and I could see he was searching for words. "Kim, she doesn't love me?" I could see the pain I caused. I can't do this. But I have to. I'm betraying my friends relationship and myself or my life. I honestly had no words. I had nothing to say. I needed to take a break from my 'job'. I have done enough damage, I hurt enough people. I just got up and walked home. Wes never said a word. The whole time I had questions going through my head. What am I doing? I'm an awful person! My life sucks! My friends are gonna hate me! My mom is dead and my dad left me on the streets! What am I doing?