EVERYBODY HURTS
The ttitle is inspired by the song Everybody Hurts by Avril Lavigne
PROLOGUE
Love
It hurts so much that You'll feel like Dying
tears fall each and everyday
You just can never escape the pain
so here's
a tip for falling in love : DON'T !
Chapter 1-- "Enchanted"
[ Pamela's POV ]
"Pamela!' a gentle voice called out
The voice was familiar, one that had archived in my memory as well as in my heart
It was Chad Dyllan Briel.
my ultimate crush since first year high school. It had been four years and I'm still into him.
He is my first Love.
"Hey Pamela ! wait .. ."
I turned to face him . grabeeeeehh. ang gwapo nya . Ang puti nya, ang pula ng mga labi nya at ang mga mata nya, ang ganda. Yung bang kapag tiningnan ka ay tiyak na matutunaw ka. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay grabeeeee.
"Hey Pam" --- "pam'' that's what he calls me. For short ng Pamela Carter. My dad is half Filipino and Half American. and my mom is pure pinay :)
"Pam, I was wondering kung busy ka ba tonight?'
gosh . ba't nya naman natanong ykung busy ako ? :""""""> oooh can it be ? Is he going to ask me out on a date. kaloka naman to' ! syempre posible namn un kasi . . . . . . well... kasi. . .. . ang ganda ganda ko kaya ! wahahahahah . . eeeeeehh, kinikilig ako :"""> waaahh. _ wait _ am I busy tonight ? well yes, kasi ang rami ko pang requirements na dapat tapusin but what the heck ! Chad Dyllan Briel, my first love is asking me out !!!
''Pam ?? "
"h-ha ? aah. oh well, NO, I'm free tonight"
"oh. good. well. . . "
oh my gosh, go na Chad ! wag kanang mahiya.. . . .
"Well I have this project in English and ---"
oh, I know where mthis conversation is going. =_=
"okay, leave it to me" un nalang nasabi ko , tssss so much for expecting.
Ano ba naman yan ! ang tanga tanga ko. hiyang hiyang na ako sa sarili ko , puso ko ! sorry ha ! assuming lang talaga ako.. relax ka lng dyan ha !...
What was I thingking !! I'm nothing compared to those girls he likes. I'm simple, I wear shoes and T-shirt and that's it. I'm not sexy . pero di naman ako mataba. sapat lang. Maputi ako , straight ang buhok ko at 5'4 ang heigth ko.
"really ? deadline na bukas kaya tapusin mo na ngayong gabi. di ka naman busy eh, dba? Osigee Bye ! " yun lang sinabe nya tapos umalis na sya at dumiretso sa mga barkada nya.
yun lang ? wala man lang - salamat pam ang bait ko talaga! kaya nga mahal na ata kita eeh- hmmp o kaya'y simpleng salamat na lang. hay naku. pasalamat sya't mahal na mahal ko sya. ayeehh. kinikilig ulit ako. paano ba naman kasi eh kinausap nya ako nu ! kahit gnun lang un pero KINAUSAP NYA AKO. :)
pero teka teka, ano ba tong pinagsasabe ko, kahit na ganun eh I deserved a simple THANK YOU naman from him nu ! After all I've done for him . Hindi naman eto yung first time na ginawaan ko sya ng project aah. Kahit reporting nga nya minsan ay ako rin ang gumagawa and there was this time n na I saw him lying on the ground. He got beaten by those crooks in front of him. Tumakbo ako para puntahan siya napaluhod ako at nakita ung mga pasa at sugat sa mukha nya. I turned to look at those bastards who knocked him out. Due to my stupidity and my unending love for him , I stoop up , grab a stone and --- well, before I could even hit the stranger with a stone , he kock me out with his own fist. (X_X )
I fainted and when I woke up. Nobody was there. Not even Chad. Maybe he woke up and left me behind.
Ilang tao na kaya ang dumaan at nakita akong nakahiya dun. NAKAKAHIYA ( >_< )
***
Finally , nasa bahay na ako. Dumiretso agad ako ng kwart pra umpisahan ang mga dapat kung gawin.
Una , kailangan ko munang tapusin ang project ni Chad sa English na Essay. 500 words. Schoolnate kami at kahit section C sya ay iisa lang ang English teacher namin kaya naman alam ko na un ang project. Ganun din kasi amin , last week pa un sinabe ng teacher namin ung project at tapos ko na ang akin kagabi pa at kanina ko pa napasa un at heto ako ngayon, gagawa ulit ng essay with 500 words. =_=
Hindi ko alam kong anong isusulat ko. Ano ba naman to ! nakakaasar !
ang rami ko pa namng kailangang gawin.
PHYSICS - write down all the formulas from lesson one to the present topic.
RELIGION - write an essay about your faith ing God.
MATH - answer all the problems in Chapter 12.
Ang rami ko pang dapat tapusin kaya sinimulan ko na agad ang project ni Chad.
8:56pm na ako natapos.
Sinimulan ko naring tapusin ang Physice project ko na ginawa ko kagabi at pagkatapos ay sumulat na ako ng Essay sa Religion.
"aay, ang sakit na ng leeg ko. *yawn* antok narin akooo.' *yawn*
tiningnan ko ang orasan at hatinggabi na.
"naku, kailangan ko na talagang matulog. hatinggabi naaa! Palabas na yung mga aswaaang. nyaaaaa... "
I placed Chad's project in a neat folder and I put it inside my bag. I sat in the edge of my bed.
"I wonder what his doing right now" I said in a low voice
"He's probably sleeping and I should be sleeping too".
I crashed in my bed thinking
" I wonder if he knows that he's all I think about at night. I wonder if he knows that I love him."
I closed my eyes
"I wonder what it feels to be love by him. I wonder if he feels the same way I do"
Chapter 2 -- "Moving Closer"
