My Poems [Completed]

My Life

I'm so sorry these updates are erratic.

I know, you probably want me to update like everyday and trust me, I'll try.

But my parents take my phone away after school (you knew that if you read any of the previous author's notes) so I can't exactly update any time I want.

So yeah,when you see me update, I've updated.

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When I was younger

I had big dreams

I did whatever my parents told me

And I didn't have any steam

When I turned 9

My parents started to ignore me

They always talked to my brothers

Leaving behind my body

When I turned 10

My parents told me about middle school

About how it was going to be hard

But that I could make it through

When I turned 11

Middle school had taken its toll

I was going through a hard time

And I couldn't find a role

When I turned 12

Seventh grade had come

And my friends were all preps

And my body just went numb

When I turned 13

I didn't think twice

I turned to self harm

And became a machine of mine

When I turn 14

What will happen to me?

Will I commit suicide?

Or will I fight it and be happy?

What about 15?

Will I still be here?

Or will I have gone away,

Disappeared?

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:(

-Kat