My Poems [Completed]

Me, #2

1K on my Larry one-shots?

Are you fucking kidding me?

Yayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!

Thank you!

Trigger warning

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I don't like

Discussing my feelings.

I don't know why

Because I grew up

With parents telling me

"We're here for you

If you need us,

Okay?"

I really shouldn't

Be cutting.

Should I?

I don't think so.

I should be

Talking to them.

But I think

I got my dad's

Hatred for talking

About feelings.

My mom

Is very open

About these things.

If I'm quiet

At dinner, she'll

Ask me

"What's wrong?

You're quiet."

And I'll always

Say right back

"Nothing.

Just school,

I guess."

And she'll say

"We're always here."

And I don't

Entirely believe that

Because if they

Were always there

I wouldn't need to cut.

And my friends

Are pulling away

(Or am I

Pulling away from

Them?)

And it's my

Fault

For making everything

This way

For being too

Clingy

Emotional

Needy

Greedy

Annoying.

And as the

Cuts get deeper

And the blood

Runs faster

And my heart

Beats slow

And my body

Stops working

Will anyone care?

Will anyone cry?

Will my life

Have sudden meaning?

Will my parents

Know

And

Understand

That what everyone

Is saying

Is not always true?

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Thank you so much for 1k on my Larry one shots. I never thought they'd get that many reads.

-Kat