My Poems [Completed]

My Life, pt. 7

Another My Life!

"If I die before I wake

I know The Lord my soul

Won't take...."

-Barton Hollow, The Civil Wars

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It's my last year of middle school

Oh, what a nice surprise

But it's not, not really

When I realize I have to leave a lot behind

When graduation is here

Every girl will be in a pretty dress

And every guy will dress up nice

And I'll be making a mess

My friends and I will probably laugh

And my parents will probably cry

And my brothers won't care

But it'll mean more than we'd lie

Maybe everyone will go somewhere

To celebrate our last year

I'll be with my friends

Shedding no tears

We'll be laughing like crazy

Because I know my friends

And I'm really hoping

That none of this ends

Because if this ends

I don't think I could take it

Because if they all left

The match would be lit

And I would burn myself

Smoking and crying

In my room alone

Silently hoping

That this will get better

That high school won't be worse

But it won't get to that

Because I won't scream myself hoarse

My friends all care

I know they do

When one of them saw my cuts

She told me to stop too

Two of my friends know

I'm planning on telling the rest

Except for the two who will talk

So I'm not going to put them to the test

So when I do tell

What am I supposed to do

Wait for it to sink in

Or just leave them too

Will they support me

Because that seems likely with my friends

Or will they leave

Let it end?

I shouldn't think this

It's not healthy

It like when I cut

Using a blade on my body

There's also this guy

I want to impress

But he's way out of my league

And I always dress [nice]

I don't try

When I get ready for school

Because I don't want to be one of those girls

Who try but say they don't because there are too many of them at school

And he's actually started talking to me

And I wish he likes me back

But of course he won't

Because who would love a girl who's mind is black

But again

I really shouldn't be thinking this

Because it's too early to tell

And there's an inevitable kiss.

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Meh. *_*

I think that was pretty okay, though, except for that one line where I had to put nice after dress and it didn't rhyme.

Or maybe it did and I'm just an idiot.

-Kat