My Poems [Completed]

Love

This has actually been plaguing my mind. Feeling like I've fallen.

Which, in retrospect, is pretty stupid, considering I'm only 13, almost 14, and it's not even with a guy who's right for me.

The struggle of being a teenage girl.

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Something's happened

I don't what it is

I just know something's changed

Inside of my body's hiss

Why does my face turn red

Every time I see you?

Why does my mind ring

Whenever I know you can see me too?

What is this feeling

I cannot place?

Why do you make

My heartbeat race?

What did you do

To make me react this way?

Why did this happen

When you said, "Hey"?

Why didn't you notice

The effect you had on me?

Maybe if you had

I wouldn't have to bleed.

Is this what they call

The feeling of "being in love"?

Because if you made me fall,

I'll make you fall under a horse's hoof.

This wasn't supposed to happen;

People like me aren't lovable

With scars on our wrists

We should be hangable(idk)

But you....

You had to do this to me, didn't you?

Make me stutter over words

That make me feel stupid and you

You laugh because you're stupid too

Why do brown eyes

Always get me in the end

When I was better off

With us just being friends?

You and your brown eyes

You and your stupid smile

You and your crazy hair

That would make me run a mile

Why did you do this?

Why'd you make me fall?

Because if you hadn't

I'd just be another girl walking down the hall.

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Stupid. I'm fucking stupid.

I'm going to cut now.

-Kat