Different Struggles (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Different Struggles

~Seth's P.O.V~

"What! No! How is that even possible?! I'm a guy!"

"Seth. Seth please. Sit down. Seth you need to calm down" Dr. Erin reached for me but I jumped back.

"You have it all wrong. You mixed up the tests or something" I was pacing back and forth in the small exam room. Then a wave a dizziness hit me and I sank to the ground, putting my head between my knees. This isn't happening.

"Seth. Are you alright?" Dr. Erin knelt down beside me. I shook my head. I can't believe this! I am the captain of my football team! I was only bottom ONCE! And that was only because it was his birthday and that's what he wanted. You'd think he would've used a condom! Now what am I supposed to do?

"I feel sick" I got up and rushed to the trash can and threw up. Well there goes the little food I had today. I spit and stood up, Dr. Erin handed me a cup of water. I swished it around in my mouth and spit. "How come this happened?"

"We aren't really sure. We just know it's more and more common now a days. A few male couples have come here in the past week. We have set up a support group for the male couples. You and your boyfriend may join if you wish." I sank down to the floor again and sobbed.

"I'm a guy! This isn't normal! What do I do? What do I tell my boyfriend? He is waiting outside. How do I tell him I'm.... pr-pregnant?!" I cried harder. It was one time! Why me? I'm on the football team and I am the top athlete at my school. Why now? I need a scholarship to get to college!

"Seth. I'm sorry, I wish I had more answers but I don't," She handed me a prescription for prenatal vitamins and I tilted my head back to keep myself from crying again.

"What about football?" I asked still looking up at the ceiling.

"I'm sorry but you have to stop playing, or you may kill the baby." She said, her voice filled with sympathy. I pushed the palms of my hands to my eyes. Football is my LIFE. She put her hand on my shoulder. "Everything will be okay." I shook my head and walked out of the room. How come it had to be me and not Tyler?

Tyler looked at me with worried eyes as he jumped up from his seat. He grabbed my face in his hands and looked me right in the eyes.

"What's wrong? Why were you crying? Babe what happened?" He frantically ran his fingers under my eyes to wipe away the tears. I grabbed his hands and moved them away.

"Can we go? I want to go to your house."

"Yeah. Yeah, of course. Come on." He wrapped his arm around my waist, I put mine around his shoulders and we walked out.

How am I supposed to tell him? He will freak out and leave me, I will have no one. He can't leave me. He should be the one that's pregnant. I'm the top. I'm the man. I should not be pregnant, I have football and wrestling. I need sports to survive. He has his brain to rely on. I have my sports. What do I do now?

"Seth? Seth...Seth!" Tyler yelled while waving his hand in my face. I blinked and realized I spaced out and we were now at his house.

"Are you ok? You didn't talk to me the whole way here. I'm really worried Seth."

"What? Oh. I'm okay. Can we go inside now?" I got out of the car and looked at his perfect house. With its garden out front and white picket fence. I walked in before him and walked straight his room. He followed me, right on my heels the whole time. I went and sat on his bed and he sat beside me.

"Babe? Can you please tell me what happened back at the hospital?" He grabbed my hand and I froze.

I didn't want to tell him. Not yet. He had to know but not right now. Right now I felt like I needed to reassure myself that I was still the dominant one in the relationship. So I looked at Tyler and gently stroked his face and he closed his eyes and leaned into my hand. I caressed his cheek and he sighed.

I leaned forward and kissed him. I moaned and deepend the kiss, pushed him back on the bed. I bit his lip and he opened up so I could use my tongue. He moaned and we moved our tongues together, he was panting when we pulled away to breathe. I went to his neck and nipped and sucked while he writhed under me, pulling at my hair.

"Seth...you're trying t-to distract me," He said, but judging from the bulge I feel in his jeans it was working.

"Shh..." I whispered between kisses.

"S-Seth," He tried to protest but I went back to his lips and stopped him with another deep, passionate kiss. He eagerly kissed me back and grinded his hips against mine, moaning.

I felt myself getting hard, I groaned and grinded into him harder. He whimpered and broke the kiss to start pulling my clothes off. He pulled my jacket off my shoulders slowly, running his hands down my arms and kissing my neck. Then he pushed me back and began to remove my shirt over my head. I flipped us over and let him take the lead for a little bit. He smirked and began to trail hot, wet kisses down my chest. I couldn't hold back the moan that was rising from my throat.

I grabbed his face between my hands and kissed him again, with as much passion as I could. He moaned, arched his body closer to mine, I flipped us over again, without breaking the kiss. He wrapped his legs around my waist and ground himself against me, creating needed friction between us. I groaned.

I unwrapped his legs from me, making him look at me confused, and whine in protest, I smirked and began to take his clothes off. Once his were off, he took the rest of mine off.

I crawled back on top of him, running my hand down his side, to his thigh, caressing it, making him mewl. I slowly moved my hand to cup him between the legs. He gasped and moaned, quite loudly may I add, making my hard-on twitch. He whimpered when I didn't move my hand.

"Babe...don't t-tease me!" He begged, bucking his hips, trying to get me to move my hand. I gently squeezed him, making him gasp and arch his back.

"Ty, I need you to tell me something," I whispered in his ear, my voice husky. I nibbled on his lobe, making him moan.

"Mmm.....anything baby." He said, his voice filled with need, thrusting his hips again, making me move my hand back to his thigh, making him whine in protest.

"I need you to tell me you love me and that I'm the man in this relationship. You need to beg for me baby." I told him seductively, making him moan, I began to stroke him slowly. Making him grab the sheets under him, he threw his head back and bucked his hips, his eyes closed.

"Oh god..." He moaned, "Seth, I-I love you." He whimpered as I stroked him a bit faster, squeezing him gently, making him moan loudly again and arch towards me.

"What else baby?" I asked nibbling on his soft spot, then licking away the sting, I hovered over him looking at him, with his eyes closed, face flushed, panting, moaning, beneath me. He looked hella sexy, and hot. I dipped my head down to begin to kiss down his chest to his nipples, taking one in my mouth, moving the little bud around with my tongue. Tyler grabbed my hair, keeping my head there as he moaned.

"Please baby..." He begged, thrusting his hips. I cupped him again and began to pump his shaft as fast as a could.

One of the things I love about Ty, is that he isn't ashamed to get vocal when we played around like this, he didn't care if the neighbors heard us, he was loud and he was crying out, and moaning my name. Yelling it. Damn, he was being hella sexy.

I was painfully hard, and him yelling out my name when he came in my hand didn't help anything. He was catching his breath still when I began to kiss him all over, and I felt him poking my thigh once more, making me smirk again.

"Let me catch my breath," He told me breathlessly, trying to push me away only to have me prop myself up on my elbows pouting.

"You didn't let me when I let you take me, and I'm in pain right now." I pointed out, making him blush at the memory. He looked down between us, surprising me when he cupped me between my legs.

I moved his hand and pinned his hands above his head as I began to kiss and nibble my way down his body, making him moan and groan. I couldn't wait anymore, hearing him moan my name.

So I grabbed his thighs, halting his grinding for now, and began to push myself inside him. It didn't occur to me that I didn't prepare him or anything for that matter, all I wanted was to be inside him, pounding him into the mattress.

So when he cried out and grabbed my shoulders, made me stop. "Oh god! Seth! What the Hell?!" He gasped in pain.

Hearing him gasp in pain made me realize what I was doing and I quickly pulled out. "I'm sorry baby!" I told him, moving back. Too fast apparently because right then a wave of nausea hit me and I ran to the bathroom. I almost didn't make it to the toilet before I was puking out whatever was left in my stomach. Tyler came in and rubbed soothing circles on my back as I dry heaved. God did that hurt, I had some tears in my eyes.

"Do you have the stomach flu or something?" Ty asked me concerned. I ignored his question and got up to brush my teeth. He got up and looked at me with his arms crossed across his chest. "Answer me Seth." He demanded.

"It's nothing Tyler, lay off." I told him, slightly muffled with the toothbrush in my mouth. He at me through the mirror and I glared right back at him. He shook his head and sighed. He came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I'm just worried about you baby. I love you" He tightened his arms around me and I stiffened. I spit the rest of the toothpaste out quickly and when he put his hands flat on my stomach I jerked out of his hold. I ran into the room and found my boxers and pulled them back on before Tyler came storming into the room.

"Why is your stomach hard? And look like its swollen? What did the doctor say to you? Talk to me!" He was right in my face now and I was scared to tell him. He's going to think I'm a freak. Some disgusting little science experiment. "Lay down Seth" I tilted my head to the side, confused. He rolled his eyes and pushed me down and climbed on top of me, so I couldn't get up. He had both my hands above my head with his left hand well his right hand pushed down on my stomach. I flinched, he noticed and rubbed my stomach.

"What is it Seth?" He pressed on it again.

"Careful!" He snapped his hand back.

"Did I hurt you? I'm so sorry!" He got off me and finally put some boxers on. I was shamefully watching him, he my be a nerd but he was on the swim team. My baby had an amazing body. From his sexy dark brown hair, down to his amazing six pack, YUM! To his reasonable sized manhood, even his feet were sexy. Damn. Now I'm turned on again. He caught me looking and saw the tent in my boxers and rolled his eyes. "Tell me why your stomach is hard. Right Now. Seth Julian Carter" Shit. Full name.

"I'm in pain right now, do you want me to suffer?" I gestured down to my groin and I guess that was a bad move because Ty got pissed.

"Tell me now! Do you ever take anything seriously! You're sick! And you aren't tell me anything!"

"I can't..." I looked away from him and backed up on his bed till I was against the wall. I brought my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around them. Tyler came over to me and he looked guilty. He sat cross-legged in front of me and put his hands on top of mine.

"Babe, you know you can tell me anything. We've been together for years. Please. Tell me what's wrong." He said desperately. I got on my knees and pulled him to me, hugging him tightly. He was caught off guard but was quick to hug me back.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

"You'll hate me. You'll think I'm disgusting and a freak! You'll leave me!" I cried and held him tighter. I have cried maybe a total of 3 times in front of Tyler, including at the hospital. Whenever I did cry in front of him he knew it was something serious. He worriedly patted my head and rubbed soothing circles on my back.

"Shh.... Calm down... It's okay. You're fine. I'm not going to think you're disgusting or a freak. And I'd Never. EVER. Leave you. Are you crazy? You're my life Seth. Please tell me" I nuzzled his neck and held him tighter, trying to calm down. Tyler held me even tighter, cradling my head and he kissed the side of my head.

"Tyler... I... I'm-" I sobbed and I guess I freaked him out. He jumped then frantically tried calming me down. " T-Tyler, I'm pregnant" I said between hiccups. He stopped rubbing my back and moved away from me. I grabbed his hand and tried to pull him to me but he took his hand back and got off the bed. "Ty? Tyler... p-p-please s-say someth-thing"

Ty paced in front of me and looked at me, I was crying and hiccuping. "Is this some kind of joke Seth? It's not funny" He thinks I'm lying. He thinks its some kind of sick joke. I knew I shouldn't have told him! Now he's going to leave! My breathing was getting shallow and I was losing control and crying hysterically. I can barley breath now... I was panicking.

"Ty-Tyler.... I can't b-breath" Tyler came over to me quickly.

"You're having a panic attack. Calm down. Deep breathes. There you go. Again. Good. See you're fine. I'm right here and I'm not leaving. Okay?" He wrapped me in his arms and I continued to cry until I was falling asleep in his arms.

"Tyler" I said sleepily.

"What baby?" he cuddled me closer and stroked my hair.

"Do you want it?"

"You mean the baby?" I flinched and nodded. He sighed and pulled me closer to him, thinking I might freak out again I guess. He was silent for a while and I finally looked up at him. He looked down at me and kissed my forehead. I sighed and closed my eyes. Normally I would hate being treated like this. But I need the comfort right now.

"We're 18...." he sighed and I stiffened. Did he really not want it? Was this some cruel dream? Am I going to get off easy? I know I sound so horrible. Not wanting the life that we created but I need my sports to survive. Football is my only out.

"It's our baby though. Our flesh and blood. How can we be so selfish, to kill our own baby. He or she is innocent. They didn't ask to be made.... I do want the baby. I want you to keep the baby. I have been saving so we can use that money." I jumped up and turned to look at him, fighting off the nausea I felt from moving a little to fast.

"Babe. You've been saving that for college! You've been saving for 3 years! You can't just throw that money away!" Tyler grabbed my hands and held them in his.

"Shh... It's fine Seth. I can save and go whenever we can afford it. It'll all work out. It's fine" He pulled me to him and hugged me. He was going to give up all the money he has been saving for me and 'it'? He can't do that! He needs to go to college. Just like I have to.

"I don't w-want it" I shrank back from his hold and pushed myself against the wall. He looked at me with a poker face. I hated it when he did that! He has known how to do that since 8th grade and it drives me nuts. I hate that he blocks me out. I'm his boyfriend, his best friend! He shouldn't hide things from me!

"It's our baby Seth, our innocent, small, helpless baby. Why would you want to murder our baby?" I could feel myself getting mad. I didn't want to start yelling at him so I tilted my head back and pinched the bridge of my nose.

"I'm a guy Tyler! This isn't right. I need football Ty. You know I do. Sports are my life! And I have to quite if I keep it. You know how I get when I can't play. And I am not bottom. I'm not the women in this relationship! I'm a man! This shouldn't be happening to me!" Well that started calm but I ended up yelling. Tyler's face was red. He was giving me a look that could kill.

"If you weren't pregnant, you better believe I'd be pounding on you. How could you be so selfish! You aren't the 'women'. Seriously Seth? Argh! I don't even want to talk to you right now." He angrily started pulling his pants on. And was looking for a shirt. I got up and blocked the door before he can get out.

"Move Seth. I don't want to hurt you" Ty said through clenched teeth.

"No. You said you wouldn't leave me! I'm sorry! Okay? But I'm a failer as it is, I'm dumb. I' m not smart. I'm just barley staying on the team with my grades. Tyler, how am I supposed to handle being p-p-pregnant.... What am I going to do?" I sink to the floor. "I can't miss out on a football scholarship Ty. It's my only way out. You know I go crazy when I can't play. Remember when I got that concussion? I was out for a week! I couldn't even take that. What am I supposed to do when I miss the whole season? My LAST season of high school football! And this is a small town. Imagine what everyone's going to say about me! I deal with enough shit as it is Tyler. You know that." My head is resting on my knees now with my arms around them. I'm crying again and am so tired from before I can only manage soft sobs.

"Seth. You're not dumb. Baby, look at me. You. Are. Not. Dumb. And you're not in this alone. I am going to be here with you every step of the way. We'll get through this together. Okay? I love you, baby" Ty hugged me and I hugged him back. He helped me up and we went back to his bed and he cuddled me until I fell asleep.



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