Different Struggles (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Part 11

~Not Edited~ o.o Sorry for the long wait!!! But here is a long chapter to make up for it :D

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~Ty~

"Babe, are you sure you are up for this? You are just getting your energy back, babe this is a lot for you.  You just got out of the hospital not even 2 weeks ago. This is going to be crowded and there will be a lot of people yelling and screaming." Seth was currently putting on some joggers and some runners. He sighed and looked up at me.

"I want to go, I told them I would go and cheer them on. Come on it's one game and I promise not to get to worked up." I shook my head. He won't be able to keep that promise, even when he was playing and sitting on the bench he would be yelling and jumping up getting mad.

"Seth, I don't know if this is a good idea. I don't want you to be getting all stressed and worked up. That will get the babies all worked up and  you know what happens when the babies get worked up." He got up and went to go get a sweater. "Seth. Are you listening to me?"

"Yes, Tyler I am. But I am going, I think I am getting better at controlling my emotions. I want to go, it's my team Ty. I want to go and support them for their last year..." He looked so sad now and I went over to him and hugged him. 

"I'm sorry baby, I know it's hard for you right now. I wish I could help. But just think we are going to have are babies and everything will be worth it."  I hug him tighter and he hugs me back. 

"I know, it will be. I just wish I could have finished high school and gotten a scholarship first. I don't think I can go to college without the scholarship Ty. I am going to fail at getting a career and I won't be able to support our family." He was sniffling and I tightened my hold on him and rubbed soothing circles on his back.

"Babe, you can go and play football in college in a few years. After the babies are born and we've saved enough. You can go to college first and then we can save again and I can go."

"No, you've been saving for years. You have to go first. You never wanted your parents help, you always wanted to go out and make your own money. I need to do that too." We better not be heading into the conversation I think we are heading into. "Which is why I think I need to get a job." Damn it. I was right. I loosened my arms from around him and looked at him.

"Babe, your job is to take care of yourself and the babies, I have to get a job not you." He groaned and moved out of my arms.

"I want to get a job, I need the distraction and taking care of me and the babies isn't something I get paid for. We need money Ty, we have three babies on the way. I NEED to get a job. What you saved the past three years is yours, you can go to college." I was shocked, why would he think I would used that money for college when we needed to take care of the babies with that money.

"Seth, that money is meant for the babies now. I wouldn't use it for college knowing we need it to take care of the babies, we need to get them cribs, diapers, formula, clothes, everything. I can't use that money for me." 

"Well I still need a job!"

"Baby, you are fine the way you are now. You need to take it easy Seth. The babies and you won't be able to take the stress of a job right now. Baby, I know you think you need to work and make money, but I will do it for now okay? You need to take care of yourself and the babies. Now let's go before you miss the start of the game." I needed something to distract him from this subject because I knew he wasn't going to drop it so easy. But giving him something he wants for now will delay the conversation.