Different Struggles (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Part 8

~Seth~

Shit! I messed up. Why the hell did I let her kiss me!

"Baby! Wait!" I was trying my hardest to run after him but my back is killing me and I don't want to fall again and my ankles are swollen. He shakes his head and walks faster. "Please! Tyler, wait!"

"Why?!" He turns around and we are at a park now, the one down from the cafe.

"I'm sorry! Before I knew what she was doing she had her tongue down my throat! I'm sorry!" He came back over to me and got right up in my face.

"You let her kiss you! Why!? You're mine. You are carrying my babies! Why would you let Crazy Mazy kiss you!!" I flinched and moved back a bit. He has never been this mad at me before and I hate people yelling at me. He knows that. I rubbed my stomach and winced, come on babies calm down. Daddy will fix this, hopefully.

"Well what were you doing with that guy! Why were you all buddy buddy with him!"

"Do. Not. Yell at me for innocently running into some random guy on the street. You were freakin' kissing a girl! That was Madison! What the hell Seth! Why the fuck were you kissing her?!" He started pacing and running his fingers through his hair angrily.

"Im sorry. Ty, I am so sorry. She just got up onto my lap and peck my lips then I was trying to shove her off without hurting her and she just clung to me more. I wanted to move but with these guys," I caressed my stomach, "in the way I couldn't do much."

"I saw you kissing her back, Seth. Wanna explain that?"

"I thought if I kissed her back it would end faster. I know how bad that sounds but do you really expect me to think straight with a Madisons tongue in my mouth"

"Ugh! I need to just cool off. I am going home." He started walking away and I quicky went after him.

"What about the car! Where am I supposed to go!?" He stopped but didn't turn around when he answered.

"Just go back to your dads. I need tonight by myself."

"But... but you said I shouldn't drive. Tyler please don't leave." My throat felt like it was closing up, and my eyes were welling up with tears.

"Just..... go Seth. Drive carefully." He walked off and just left me standing there. I always ruin things! Why do I always have to ruin everything!

"Hey baby, did he just leave you? What an assh-"

"Leave. Me. Alone. Madison. I don't want to talk to you ever again." I started walking back to my dad's car, she followed me.

"What the hell! We have been friends for years and now you are telling me to leave you alone! I was your friend just as long as that asshole has been your friend! And your ditching me!"

"Leave me alone! I don't want to talk to you! You ruined everything! If you just respected boundaries we wouldn't be having this conversation right now! Leave me the hell alone!" I got into the car and started it and drove off. I was scared driving, I kept thinking I was going to crash and I'd lose my babies. My phone was going off but I was to scared driving already so I left it in my pocket. It was probably just Madison anyways.

How could I let her kiss me? And why the hell did I kiss her back! Ugh. The babies are kicking me really hard right now. I rubbed my stomach for a bit but then had to put both hands back on the wheel. I am so stupid and dumb. I hit the wheel and yelled. Stupid, stupid, stupid!

When I finally got back to my dad's apartment it was late. I drove slowly so it took my about 2 hours to get back. And I had to keep stopping to cry my eyes out. Now I was so tired I just wanted to pass out in the car but I called my dad to come down and help me up.