Different Struggles (Boyxboy+mpreg)

Part 15

 I know!!! I'm sorry. But I'm stressing about grad right now and I always need at least 3000 words or more to post. But here you go! :D

~Tyler~

Seth woke up feeling horrible. He wanted to keep the babies away from him today. But this was there second day alive and here with us. I don't want him to be afraid he is going to hurt our babies.

"Baby, you didn't get to hold Cole or Aiden. Don't you want to see them? Just hold them Seth. They need their dada." Seth was curled up on the bed and June has been giving him some anti-depressants but I don't know if he is taking well to them.

"Tyler I don't want to hurt them." He sounded like he was crying again so I got onto the bed behind him and held him.

"Love, you won't hurt them. What happened yesterday was just you being to overwhelmed. You don't have to do anything you don't want to with them babe. My mom and dad are here and Sarah and all the guys. They want to see you Seth and our babies. I don't want them coming in here and seeing our babies if you don't even want to see our babies yet. You haven't connected with our boys yet Seth. Please baby, just please hold them. Don't take their dada away from them before they've even had you." I held him closer and kissed his neck well he cried. He turned slowly and held me close.

"I'm just scared. I'm so scared Tyler. I don't trust myself."

"You wont hurt them love. Now let's get June and Micheal to bring them in, yeah." He nodded slowly and sat up. I went and got them and told them to bring our babies in. June and Micheal quickly went to get the babies well I went to the waiting room. Everyone jumped up and came over to me.

"Can we see our grand babies yet?" Mom asked. I smiled and shook my head.

"I'm sorry. Seth is just having some problems and he needs to see them first. I will come get you in maybe ten-twenty minutes?" They all nodded eagerly. I hugged my mom and dad before going back to Seth. I walked in and all our poor babies were crying their eyes out and Seth was looking around scared well June and MIcheal held bottles in their hands.

"Did you want to feed them baby?" I walked to the crib all the babies were in and picked up Cole he was wearing the most adorable froggie onesie and his little hat covering his black hair had little froggie eyes and ears on it. I walked over to Seth and he shook his head no. "They have bottles babe, you don't have to breast feed. Please hold our son and feed him."

~Seth~

I'm a horrible daddy already, not wanting to hold my babies. But who could blame me? I was a complete nut case well I was pregnant with them and they are so small and fragile. I don't want them to get hurt with me. But seeing Tyler beg me to hold my son was heartbreaking. I got all teary eyed and cradled my arms and Ty let out a relieved sigh and put our baby boy in my arms. He was crying his little head off. I gently rocked him and my dad gave me a bottle. He quickly latched onto and drank. He is so adorable in his little onesie. I lift him to kiss his little forehead and he squirms.

"Oh daddy's sorry." I rocked him well he drinks his bottle and look up to see if my other babies are being fed. My dad has I think its Aiden he has and I have Cole well Tyler has our little Aria. I looked back down just when Cole was finishing his bottle. He tried to keep sucking on the bottle even after it was gone. I took it was from him and lift him to my shoulder so I can pat his back. He burped and I just kept him on my shoulder for a little bit. My hands were ginormous compared to my babies. My hand was covering his whole back. I moved him to cradle him in my arms again before moving him to one arm and asking my dad for Aiden. I wanted to hold both my boys and get to know my babies. He gave me Aiden and I held both my boys in my arms. They looked so alike. Both babies were in cute onesies. Aiden in a cute teddy bear one and Cole in a froggie one. My little princess was in a winnie the pooh sleeper.