Nothing Better (KimXi Fan Fiction)

Chapter XXXI - To Stay

WARNING: SPG

SUPER WARNING: Di ako magaling mag-SPG.

KIM'S POV

Mahigpit pa rin niya akong hinawakan sa kamay. Nakapikit ako at hindi halos makahinga. The feeling was awfully painful. Sakop-sakop niya ang bibig ko na parang wala itong balak na pakawalan ako. I tried so hard to pull away myself from him. I can't, I just can't. Tumulo ng tuluyan ang mga luha ko. I tried my best to close my mouth para hindi niya ako mahalikan but he was so eager that he bit my lip which caused me to open it. He sealed it more. He tasted every corner of my mouth with his tongue. It's as if he wanted me to respond with the same intensity. Napasinghap na lang ako. He's hands were roaming around my body. He squeezed my butt. His kisses went down to my jaw, down to my neck. The next thing I knew, he already unclasped my bra for Pete's sake! I really had no idea kung paano niya natanggal ang butones ng damit ko.

His hands went down on my pants. He started touching me down there! Sinipa ko siya para pakawalan niya ako ngunit masyado itong malakas para matablan. He circled his thumb on my gentleness! No, this can't be happening.

I wanted a reunion but not this way!

Patuloy ang pag-agos ng luha ko. I felt extremely embarrassed with myself, I felt low! Unti-unti ay bumagal at lumambot ang mga halik niya. I grabbed the opportunity para mas manlaban. I thanked the saints an the heavens nang pinakawalan niya ako.

"Hindi pa tayo tapos!"

He went out of the room. Laking pasasalamat ko nang umalis ito. Naiwan ako roon at napakapit sa lababo. I saw how my mascara smudged. My lips were bleeding. My button-down was crumpled and messed. Nakabukas ang mga butones, same is true with my bottoms. How dare he! He almost raped me.

Agad kong inayos ang sarili ko at saka lumabas. I saw Adi and Kuya Cholo chilling. Kuya Cholo's eyes were confused. Tila nagtataka ito kung bakit ako natagalan sa banyo.

"Tita, what took you so long?"

"Ah ano baby... Tita's tummy went bad."

"Oooohhh. How bad, Tita? Your tummy doesn't deserve a star because it's bad!"

I smiled, ngunit hindi ito umabot sa mata. The best thing about dealing with a kid is that, they'd believe what you'd say. No further realistic explanations needed. Mabuti na lang at hindi nagtanong si Kuya cholo. I just hope he didn't see Xian.

Agad kaming lumabas sa restaurant. From afar, I saw Xian's dark stare. It was frightening.

Inuwi namin si Adi sa mommy niya. Hindi naman kalayuan ang mall sa tinitirhan nila, ngunit nakatulog agad ito. He must be tired after all the things we did. Nakakandong ito sa akin. I brushed my hand on his hair.

Hindi na kami nagtagal pa sa kanila. Nang kami na lang ni Kuya Cholo ang naiwan sa sasakyan, maya't maya ko itong nakikitang nakalingon sa akin. Maya't maya naman akong bumubuntong-hininga. What happened kept on flashing back on my mind.

"Hey. Are you fine?"

"Ha? Ah, oo. Masama lang pakiramdam ko."

"What? Should I bring you to the hospital? May malapit na ospital dito sa BGC." Sinapo iya ang noo ko.

"No, medyo sumama lang ang tiyan ko. Please just take me home."

I pretended to be asleep. I was still bothered sa mga nangyare. Ayokong may kausap dahil it makes me more anxious.

Pagkarating naming sa bahay ay agad akong pumasok sa loob. He insisted na bantayan ako but I refused his offer. Wala itong nagawa kung hindi ay umalis na lang. I was left inside my room. Malalim ang iniisip ko. Paano niya nagawa sa akin 'yun? He treated me like I'm some kind of a hoe!